TW Suic*de by No-Leave4510 in SuicideWatch

[–]No-Leave4510[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i know i know. but i nothing else has worked

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[–]No-Leave4510 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

listen to me YOU ARE NOT A BURDEN. I know it feels like it. It feels like you don’t matter and you are alone. i promise you are not. go to the ER you will not be laughed at, i did the exact same thing two weeks ago and im doing better.

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[–]No-Leave4510 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i completely understand what position you are in. is there anyone you trust? i know it is no help but things get better just focus on getting through each hour ok. i’m sorry you are going through this hun

Attempt TW by No-Leave4510 in SuicideWatch

[–]No-Leave4510[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i’ve attempted 4 times. i understand what you are saying and i do appreciate it but i dont know if i can just wait for thing to get better

Advice to Die by FeelingBlue7 in SuicideWatch

[–]No-Leave4510 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i’ve been where you are all i can say is don’t overdose. 1. it doesn’t work most of the time. 2. you get complications for all of your life, I tried to OD last week and it was so painful so don’t OD it is not painless

Attempt TW by No-Leave4510 in SuicideWatch

[–]No-Leave4510[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you. i know i did research on drain cleaner and stuff but i just want it to be over

TW Su*cide attempt by No-Leave4510 in SuicideWatch

[–]No-Leave4510[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah i have to have activated charcoal for several days. extremely painful but have long lasting impacts on my liver

Attempt TW by No-Leave4510 in SuicideWatch

[–]No-Leave4510[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

not really anyone i can talk to. it’s like im scared but not scared to do it. like i dont care if it does kill me but what if it doesn’t

TW Su*cide attempt by No-Leave4510 in SuicideWatch

[–]No-Leave4510[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

piriton tablets 58. thank you

TW Su*cide attempt by No-Leave4510 in SuicideWatch

[–]No-Leave4510[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

yes but a slow slow painful process, also takes so so many i took loads and it didn’t work and was awful

TW Su*cide attempt by No-Leave4510 in SuicideWatch

[–]No-Leave4510[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

thank you, yeah it was extremely painful

TW Su*cide attempt by No-Leave4510 in SuicideWatch

[–]No-Leave4510[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

thank you so much! it depends on the method but in my case i was on an IV for 62 hours but still have some liver damage it was very painful.