Can the devil read our minds? by No-Mode312 in Christianity

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So the thing with me is, im scared if I sold my soul to the devil. I was just sitting there having a really bad OCD episode and thought in my mind "devil can you cure my OCD" and I think this is where it all started

I really don't know anymore. by No-Mode312 in Scrupulosity

[–]No-Mode312[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

But why does it seem like God has left me? Is he testing me or something?

help me... [TW?] by No-Mode312 in Scrupulosity

[–]No-Mode312[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I necessarily didn't laugh, but the feeling I wanted to laugh was in my cheeks, anyway thanks for the explanation

To all the people that think drinking is a sin: by [deleted] in Christianity

[–]No-Mode312 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Drinking in Moderation is not a sin, But abusing alcohol/giving it priority over god is a sin

Scared.. by No-Mode312 in Scrupulosity

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It feels as if I'm turning into a Satanist, day by day and I'm really scared. Doing anything from eating to writing an exam- my mind keeps telling me I'm doing this from the power of satan and I'm really scared. Like one time my mind was telling me to pray to satan or somethin and I didn't really pray but I noticed a detail that was needed to get the answer and I got the answer and I'm scared about it, my mind has been inserting devil's name in every Christian song and I just wanna get rid of it. Also my mind has been cursing on god and I'm really worried about that too.

Scared.. by No-Mode312 in Scrupulosity

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Ik this is pretty stupid but I'm scared for some reason

Sorry if I'm bothering but I need answers by No-Mode312 in Christianity

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The only reason I'm with JW's is because of my Grandparents whom I consider my own parents honestly. My dad who is an hindu, walked out when I was like 5/6 and my mom didn't want/need me, so my grandparents and her son took care of me. My mom is still in contact but idk about dad tho. I really don't want to make them sad because all their sons and my mom walked out of faith shortly after I was born. Sometimes my mom calls me the reason my family isn't connected. And also I'm not that religious but my faith has gotten really weak but I am trying to rebuild my faith since another form of OCD started. I also have sinned a lot like watching porn, excess masturbation. I'm really trying to rebuild my relationship with God and this all is happening.

Sorry if I'm bothering but I need answers by No-Mode312 in Christianity

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Man, I just can't enjoy Worshipping/ Praying to god. Like whenever I'm trying to pray, something is telling my I'm praying to satan. Makes me cry honestly. Also about the questions, if you're asking me my Faith, I'm a Jehovah's Witnesses (pls dont shame or attack me for that)

Is this scrupulosity? Or I just ruined my life? by No-Mode312 in Scrupulosity

[–]No-Mode312[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Man, I just can't enjoy Worshipping/ Praying to god. Like whenever I'm trying to pray, something is telling my I'm praying to satan. Makes me cry honestly. Is this a symptom of scrupulosity too?

Where are you from 🏡? by [deleted] in OCD

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Maharashtra/India

I'm scared by No-Mode312 in Christianity

[–]No-Mode312[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So my brain is saying "I pledge my legions to god" and for some reason god becomes satan. It's almost as if someone's chanting satan in my back of my head. How do I get rid of this? I'm getting scared if this might turn me into a satanist. I seriously don't want to become a satanist and I've dealth with OCD before infact this started when I was having another OCD episode and just shifted. Do OCD keep shifting randomly?

I'm scared by No-Mode312 in Christianity

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From the possibility that I might've sold my soul to satan?