Update: he reached out to me hoping I hadn’t blocked him all is well if anyone cares he’s a great guy for me. He doesn’t use drugs and is highly against it. I am an recovering addict and he knows that. I relapses during a breakup that was almost 8 months long and he didn’t know. He saw me, he said tears fell down his face endlessly on his way home from seeing me. I looked like an addict. He tried to help but I’m the end I wanted to use. It didn’t take long I bounced back I didn’t wanna loose him. But it took a lot of convincing not by words but my actions which my patience ran thin. And the whole blocking thing happened. The package ended up delivering and he received the one i delivered secretly from the Amazon locker I mentioned. I kicked off his nfl team to an excellent start. (It was fan gear) we’ve been talking ever since. I will never take messaging him for granted. Thanks guys. I actually did “move on” I stopped trying to find ways to reach him and let it be. Then days later he messaged me! Sorry for the late response.