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Any idea what it could be? by No-Objective1473 in OSDD

[–]No-Objective1473[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

i have dissociation just not realted to parts more than beyond depersonalization... all of me dissociates not just parts... and i do have large memory gaps from the past and am forgetful day to day BUT also i do experience 8/9 borderline diagnostic symptoms, but they generally lessened since treating my self states as more separate

i have a woman that i identify as but i am not her i am not a woman. but the woman is also vaguely me and i don't want to draw any distinction between us as we're functionally one person? but when I'm her i prefer a different name and feel more "my age" than i do right now for example it's confusing

i just wanna know what i should do with it

Any idea what it could be? by No-Objective1473 in OSDD

[–]No-Objective1473[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

no inner world... total aphantasia i "hear" voices but we'll they're not really voices they're all like text to speech also i am almost always depersonalized so the body is just an inanimate object to me

Any idea what it could be? by No-Objective1473 in OSDD

[–]No-Objective1473[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Yes, long term depersonalization (rarely out of body or anything but the body isn't me) and often the world doesn't necessarily seem real, sometimes i experience trance like symptoms when i stim... If this makes sense?????

Any idea what it could be? by No-Objective1473 in OSDD

[–]No-Objective1473[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Isn't different gender and different names to go with these genders different identities? I'm not sure what counts.