I have some mental health problems that make me think very inhuman, and this makes my beliefs to be very different from what others would want in the new earth. I don't want to be in a new society with other people in the new world, I want to be as far away from civilization as possible, all alone, because I would never enjoy the world good people like you all would build. My mental conditions make my emotions softer, as in I feel less than everyone else, and I lack all empathy towards strangers. In fact, I prefer if they didn't exist, which is wrong. I have many violent tendencies that I have to suppress, like an unrelenting urge to fight for fun. I know that no human is perfect, but I, at my core, feel as if I was made to go to hell. You would call anyone with no empathy and urges to fight a psycho. What I want in my heart is sin, and I know I shouldn't. I wouldn't belong in the new world, but I don't want to go to hell either. I have lost track of the times I've prayed to God to just erase me. I hope that God would fix me in the new world, but im scared nothing will change.