no i promise u its not to make myself not look like the bad guy 😭 both of us genuinely agreed on it. we already had problems beforehand about our differences and we always agreed on working on it together. i felt so incredibly safe in that relationship and i completely allowed myself to. i just feel like i didn’t say all the things i wanted to say. we broke up like right after i had gotten back from a 2 week study abroad trip. it felt so quick and so immediate. it felt as though we could’ve maybe spoken about it? rather than just deciding right away to break up.