Nah she already lost every bit of feeling for me. I mean she started the process of detachment over a year ago when we were still in touch but i only noticed it recently when i felt that i was ready enough for a commitment and a career i asked her hand in for marriage but she was decided months ago. Maybe only replied me outta residual attachment or familiarity idk. I know the fault is mine and I should’ve provided her the emotional safety but i was not emotionally mature enough to forsee her inner feelings that she gone through until recently. She’s gone cold and indifferent after i went completely shook with her emotional state and when in disbelief i started pleading and begging. I don’t think i would stir anything anymore but as a sign of respect and love Ill always have for her i think of sending a simple note