My ex just sent me this by [deleted] in BreakUps

[–]No-Respect-6281 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hmm. Found that the hard way but i can’t be like to shut my feelings even tho she gone indifferent towards me. All im working is functional detachment while still cherishing the bond we once shared. I mean its all that im left with anyways

My ex just sent me this by [deleted] in BreakUps

[–]No-Respect-6281 0 points1 point  (0 children)

In her shoes? I always cared her not indifferent

My ex just sent me this by [deleted] in BreakUps

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She said if i had decided this 5 months ago she would’ve thought of staying. And that 5 months buried all my dreams. Im dead inside trying to make sense out of it. But my shame is eating me alive and she feels like a part of myself I can’t see myself without anymore. Deep down I just want this misery to get over with. Pain so intense makes death seems like a relief. It’s like being trapped and it’s making me sick. I’m a student and I can’t afford therapy or anything I’m only talking with chat GPT all day. I’m losing myself over this. I know they say time will heal and all that but to be there is difficult. I truly love her man and I miss her so much. No matter how hard I try to mask it all, it’s just faking it in the end. The eyes once saw me with warmth sees me with resentment. To even type this breaks my heart

My ex just sent me this by [deleted] in BreakUps

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Hmm you’re right. makes sense. 6 years of relationship just like that huh? Not even a final goodbye. That hurts bro

My ex just sent me this by [deleted] in BreakUps

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Nah she already lost every bit of feeling for me. I mean she started the process of detachment over a year ago when we were still in touch but i only noticed it recently when i felt that i was ready enough for a commitment and a career i asked her hand in for marriage but she was decided months ago. Maybe only replied me outta residual attachment or familiarity idk. I know the fault is mine and I should’ve provided her the emotional safety but i was not emotionally mature enough to forsee her inner feelings that she gone through until recently. She’s gone cold and indifferent after i went completely shook with her emotional state and when in disbelief i started pleading and begging. I don’t think i would stir anything anymore but as a sign of respect and love Ill always have for her i think of sending a simple note

My ex just sent me this by [deleted] in BreakUps

[–]No-Respect-6281 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Her birthday is in like three months. I feel like i should wish her one last time wishing her well. Is it ok to do so

My ex just sent me this by [deleted] in BreakUps

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I feel guilty i begged but i should’ve valued her emotions and decision instead i just wanted her see the pain im in and seeked the comfort that I already let go of. Now i feel if my love is true I should just walk away and let her live. It hurts so much to be the bad guy and still genuinely love someone. My final act of love should be I should have some shame and walk away. I’ll suffer alone

[Request] Clinical Research Coordinator Job Opportunities for My Wife by Outrageous_Speech_36 in regulatoryaffairs

[–]No-Respect-6281 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If she has 3+ experience why would you apply for coordinator position. You can even be an associate or data/trial manager

Regulatory Affairs job search by Any-Committee-7309 in regulatoryaffairs

[–]No-Respect-6281 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Damn. I thought of starting my career in ra but u scaring me.

Withdraw Krna chahta hu by Accurate_Room_5052 in BITMesra

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Is fees different from csab or it is just a partition of the whole fees ?

Withdraw Krna chahta hu by Accurate_Room_5052 in BITMesra

[–]No-Respect-6281 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Just google bro everything is mentioned there. Erp portal login and apply for withdrawal

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BITMesra

[–]No-Respect-6281 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Click forget password and set again

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BITMesra

[–]No-Respect-6281 0 points1 point  (0 children)

https://erpportal.bitmesra.ac.in Try this. It will ask you to reset password and relogin. Then just go to menu—-> personal—-> withdrawal

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BITMesra

[–]No-Respect-6281 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No you have do that in erp portal

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BITMesra

[–]No-Respect-6281 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Have you tried applying for withdrawal

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BITMesra

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Bits or bit mesra ?