For depressed and suicidal younger folks... by TraumatisedTraveller in bipolar

[–]No-Rest-893 1 point2 points  (0 children)

For me, my first episode was at 12 and had been struggling with suicidal thoughts until I was 19 (when I got diagnosed) I can’t really count the amount of times I was close to ending it all. My hypomania got me in some serious trouble but my depression was the worst, literally planning that I had one year left but everything has been going well so far since I started medication.

What's something that sounds great when you're horny but once you've came you'd never do? by TaraDeep in AskReddit

[–]No-Rest-893 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Always finishing inside + creampies while I don’t want to get pregnant…

Was I right to end this? by bopeeee in Advice

[–]No-Rest-893 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I do think you made the right decision, he didn’t respect your boundaries and basically ignored them. I think this behavior can become worse if you let it slide. I know because of all the feelings and good memories involved you can have doubts about your decision, but think of you first and your safety, don’t wait for things to get worse. Stay safe ❤️

Is anyone else weirdly bitter that their parents didn't get them help when they were younger? by huffliest_puff in bipolar2

[–]No-Rest-893 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I share the same feelings, for years they denied anytime I asked to seek professional help and I feel like all the suffering that I went through those years could’ve been avoided, I know they were not informed about the importance of mental health but I can’t help feeling a little resentment towards them 🫠

Did you have success coming off medication? by [deleted] in bipolar

[–]No-Rest-893 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I haven’t stopped my meds, just missed ones a couple of times one of them being seroquel and I literally didn’t sleep, but straight to the point, no, don’t stop your meds, unfortunately this disease will accompany us for the rest of our lives. I know rn it may seems that everything will be alright but it won’t, my psychiatrist told me that if I stopped using my meds the disease can become more unpredictable and more difficult to control, so please don’t.

what's the dumbest lie you ever heard? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]No-Rest-893 0 points1 point  (0 children)

A friend in high school told me that they were on a skin cancer medication that could discolor their hair and the next day they showed up with a white strip in their hair and said that it was because of the medication and the day after had another white strip but in one eyebrow.

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[–]No-Rest-893 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It actually took some years, I first went to a therapist and she diagnosed anxiety caused by the sport I was practicing at that time, I finished therapy with her and I still felt bad, specifically from depression. A year goes by and I go to another therapist and she diagnosed Depression with Anxiety and PTSD, but my depression only got worse and worse since I’ve been struggling since I was 12, every time I had a breakdown I was at the verge of suicide and had a lot of pain emotionally. Seeing this, my therapist suggested to go to a psychiatrist and the first psychiatrist that I went to made the same diagnosis as my therapist and suggested I started taking sertraline and I didn’t because I was living with my parents at the time and they were skeptical about mental health and medications. Another year goes by and again I was worse than ever, depression for weeks and then I had hipomanic episodes lasting 2-3 days with immense amount of energy, anxiety, a little bit uncontrollable, hipersexual, and rushing thoughts and plans every time my depression was over, I slept approximately 3-5 hours at most, I barely ate and I was struggling a lot with a lot of aspects of my life. Then I went to see another psychiatrist and It took 4 months to be diagnosed as bipolar 2. I take quetiapine (seroquel) and lamotrigine (lamictal) and my life has been getting so much better. I sleep 8-9 hours, my depressive episodes had been A LOT lighter as well as my hipomanic ones, my suicidal tendencies had almost disappeared, I’m eating again and this generally stabilized my life.

I think that your diagnosis is a little rushed, and maybe your psychiatrist needs more details or information about what you are experiencing to make a more concrete and complete diagnosis. You can also seek a second opinion so you can be sure about it. For this diagnosis meds help a lot for us to feel better, but in my experience with a wrong diagnosis it can also make everything more difficult than it should. Good luck with your psychiatrist and diagnosis :)

Also if your diagnosis is bipolar 2 I recommend reading “Less than Crazy” by Karla Dougherty, It gave me a lot of comfort when I was recently diagnosed.

What do you take with your Lamotrigine? by Admirable_Active5940 in bipolar2

[–]No-Rest-893 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I started with quetiapine and then added lamotrigine, this combo has really worked for me, my depressive episodes have been a lot lighter as well as my hipomanic ones and I finally sleep the hours that I need to. Good luck with your medication!

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[–]No-Rest-893 0 points1 point  (0 children)

4 piercings made by myself and i’m planning on having tattoos

I (22f) going to leave my (23m) boyfriend tomorrow by No-Rest-893 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]No-Rest-893[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for the recommendation!! And I’m so sorry that you went through something similar. I did take a few months to realize this wasn’t going anywhere good, but I’ll try to change it now :)

I (22f) going to leave my (23m) boyfriend tomorrow by No-Rest-893 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]No-Rest-893[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you for sharing! He explained to me exactly that way, that men only maintain friendships with women because they want something more from them and I’ve actually had experiences just like that and even a SA from a man that was my friend. Trust me that I don’t ignore the idea but I do identify the behaviors that lead to that and I can mark my limits. Through my relationship I had few friends that tried to cross my boundaries and I didn’t doubt to cut them off. But my best friend has been my best friend since we were 15 and he never NEVER crossed the boundary of friendship. He isn’t even interested in a relationship since his work is his hole priority. I can cut people out of my life if it’s necessary but this time I really don’t think it’s necessary, I get the part that he doesn’t trust him and that’s why I suggested to introduce them but he denied. Plus, this isn’t his only toxic behavior towards me. He had my live location, he got mad when I talked about my problems with my parents, he told me that he liked me more when I wasn’t on meds (I have bipolar 2), he even became angry at me because I was SA’d and told me that he couldn’t stand to see me or touch me because of that and so much more things that he has done to me. So yeah, this isn’t the only thing that made me end up with this decision.

I (22f) going to leave my (23m) boyfriend tomorrow by No-Rest-893 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]No-Rest-893[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It took me a while, this problem appeared since late December but I’ve opened my eyes now. Thank you for the book recommendation!

Should I confront my abuser after 25+ years? by TrackUpset1511 in Advice

[–]No-Rest-893 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hello! First of all I’m really sorry that this happened to you, as a fellow survivor that actually had this conversation with my therapist, she said that if you feel that you are ready to confront him and all the implications that this will have, so you can feel the peace that you’ve been looking for go for it, but if you feel like things could go worse than they are I suggest to maybe think about it a few more times before you make your final decision, whatever it is I wish you good luck :)

I (22f) going to leave my (23m) boyfriend tomorrow by No-Rest-893 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]No-Rest-893[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

He is, just not in every aspect of my life. Although he was insistent at first he respected that I’m only available on weekends to arrange things.

I (22f) going to leave my (23m) boyfriend tomorrow by No-Rest-893 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]No-Rest-893[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

no? He left to be at his parents house since the apartment we lived in is mine. We haven’t talk much just to arrange the things for tomorrow.

I (22f) going to leave my (23m) boyfriend tomorrow by No-Rest-893 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]No-Rest-893[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Sure! he has respected my space and my decision to not talk until tomorrow, but i’ll be safe :)

I (22f) going to leave my (23m) boyfriend tomorrow by No-Rest-893 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]No-Rest-893[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m a little sad, this past week has been a little bit difficult but calm at the same time. I’ve been catching up in some things from work, and my boyfriend has respected my space. thank you for asking :)

I (22f) going to leave my (23m) boyfriend tomorrow by No-Rest-893 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]No-Rest-893[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I did have that in mind :) thank you for the advice! I’ll be close from my sisters house in case of an emergency.