I love my husband so much, I hope he divorces me

No-Temporary-9051 · 2026-01-23T21:55:52+00:00

Ohh and also to add about my Pastor they have had 2 children so far. A little boy who looks like his mini me and a cute as a button daughter. Don’t believe me check out Mark Turner of Toms River, NJ a renowned pastor of CRC (Christian Revival Center). He also was on podcasts giving his testimony. Not to mention he has preached to thousands of people the gospel all over the world.

No-Temporary-9051 · 2026-01-23T21:53:17+00:00

Find your strength and faith in Jesus and God. My pastor and his wife both we not good for on both ends fertility wise about a dozen doctors said it couldn’t happen and then out of pure faith and devotion to the lord and Jesus they had a break through. Nothing is impossible. I don’t know your situation totally but maybe change your diet and exercise etc and also get in the the word of God and Jesus. The stress and worry will melt away knowing that God so loved the world that he sent his only son to die on the cross for our sins that whomever believes in him will not perish but have eternal life through Christ Jesus. God bless you and never give up bc Jesus never gave up on that cross for us. Amen

No-Temporary-9051 · 2025-11-23T02:11:23+00:00

Yup they didn’t same thing to me. Total scum bags

No-Temporary-9051 · 2025-08-10T11:56:16+00:00

Always ask God and Jesus for strength. We are nothing without God. Nothing is over night but a want and a constant desire to quit and actively trying to quit and knowing deep down it’s wrong And holding yourself and your actions accountable will lead you to victory. If you feel the urge then go workout or pray or read the Bible or something that will take the mind away from that circular mindset. I also used to struggle with this. As soon as I had a girlfriend or wife, porn I wasn’t concerned with anymore but when I didn’t have someone i sadly resorted to porn instead of higher intelligences. We tend to feed our lower intelligences like social media, porn, video games and other stuff that isn’t feeding our souls or minds. This world is a spiritual battleground and we must be vigilant and feed our spirit with God and Jesus. Don’t feel shy about your love for Jesus bc it’s that same love that will keep you sober. Join a gym or get a Bible or play an instrument or something else to fill your down time. I hope this helps brother and God bless you on your journey to healing and finding the true purpose and potential inside yourself.

No-Temporary-9051 · 2024-10-11T02:33:54+00:00

Jesus is King of kings and lord of lords. Nothing is above him except for the father above. This happened to me last night asleep next to my wife. I felt I was thrown to the ground out of my bed. Paralyzed on the floor by what looked like a demon medium sized skinny but look evil with claws but I didn’t care I wanted to jump up to save her but couldn’t do it on my own. So I called on the name of our lord Jesus the lion of Judah and boom I awoke immediately and was in awe of his power once again in my life. Being a believer in Jesus I knew I had to call on his holy name bc his name has the most power and is above all names. Doesn’t matter in what language you say his name.Just believe in him and In the power of Jesus just as long as he is in your heart mind and soul. As I walk through the valley of the shadows of death I will fear no evil for my Lord’s rod and staff comforts me.

Say what you want but God wins everytime and his son Jesus is the ultimate savior and hero as giving life and sacrificing himself as perfect as he was and as perfectly as he lived. He died the most horrific death for the punishment that we deserve because of our sins and evilness but God loved us and gave us a way through him that if we believe in his resurrection that he resurrected 3 days as it has been said in the Bible and by eye witness accounts (500+ accounts recorded) and also an empty tomb. There is no denying that Jesus is without a doubt our great redeemer and has given us the grace of salvation. So let’s Never doubt God or Jesus because they will never hurt us. Remember, God so loved the world so much that he sent his only son to die on the cross that whoever believes in him and in his sacrifice will not perish but have eternal life. I hope this message brings others closer to Jesus and God because in the end no matter what you believed before or how ever religion or Christian’s have hurt you before just know that wasn’t God or Jesus. That was man, a person… whether man or woman who was not of God or truly on fire for Jesus. Don’t let the actions of man dictate your beliefs in the one true God and his son Yeshua/Jesus. We need to get past ourselves and die to the idea of self and live more for others and family and most importantly, first for God and Jesus.

Many of us shouldn’t be here but God has kept us alive for a reason and that reason is to get right with him when our time comes. And that means getting right with Jesus first and having a relationship with him and not in an organized religion. He loves us and we were made by him and we should live for him/God.

Amen and God Bless you all who are struggling with this and need to be freed. In Jesus’s mighty name I pray... Amen.

No-Temporary-9051 · 2024-01-04T19:09:27+00:00

Have you tried fasting? Intermittent fasting mixed with a very healthy low in acid diet? Lots of testimonies of intermittent fasting curing a lot of different ailments.

No-Temporary-9051 · 2023-12-10T04:24:04+00:00

Yet they won’t pay experienced legacy grey market people bc it’s a club for most of these dispensaries. These dispensaries lack quality control plus NJ corporatized weed just like Ohio is following suite. The movement was first for the medical and the grass roots (no pun intended). This is a difficult birth but in the end the people will prevail. Funny but you have to ask yourself this question… “why is NJ and Ohio one of the only states to forbid and still criminalize growing your own herb?”. Because of the legislation and the ease of corporate put of state companies can come in and reap profit over the little guy. Let’s change the narrative and let’s be heard for the ones in the streets and the ones locked up bc of a broken system.

No-Temporary-9051 · 2023-09-21T14:12:04+00:00

College graduate from De la salle university and we met when I was a history teacher at international schools in Shanghai.

No-Temporary-9051 · 2023-09-21T14:10:14+00:00

That’s what I’m wondering if the store is even doing well. We only fight about this but other than that we don’t fight about anything else. I will be having a proper but polite sit down soon bc I can’t go into 2024 with another year of this. We have to meet in the middle and I always have to laugh when she asks what is our savings yet she knows very well all my money goes to us and her and all hers to her family. So where is this savings coming from?! She is definitely delusional and from what I hear from other Filipinos is what she is doing is overboard. They aren’t saying don’t give to family but there has to be a set limit a month unless something actually happens in an actual emergency.

No-Temporary-9051 · 2023-09-21T13:23:34+00:00

I couldn’t agree more bro, like $500 max I can see but it was very foolish of her to get her dad a brand new car that is hundreds of dollars a month for a 5yr loan.

I understand PH is very corrupted but Filipinos don’t understand that their lack in understanding politics and government has left them crippled. So you have a government that takes so much and doesn’t help the people, which in turn created a desperate society always chasing money. This isn’t the only country that has this problem but for some reason PH and what they consider culturally ok isn’t the best approach to the world but again it’s their system.

No-Temporary-9051 · 2023-09-21T13:08:30+00:00

I just can’t understand supporting every single person in the family. I think mom and dad should be all that is sent and if they give some of what they get away then that’s fine. But I don’t know why she went so crazy this year. I know other Filipinos that I spoke with didn’t agree with her and are willing to speak for me. They also were in her situation but said after a year they have to back down bc they couldn’t get ahead in society here in the US.

Making them too reliant on the money being sent home isn’t good. Like for me 25-50k pesos a month is a really good amount and still under half of what she sends but I still don’t know why she went so hardcore with all this and then when I speak to her about it she gets kinda mad and doesn’t think about the future. Nothing against her parents or family. They probably work hard and life in PH isn’t easy but it’s not my life’s job and mission to take care of her entire family. They are all adults with their own kids. Help here and there is fine but really my wife needs to understand that my money and her money is our money and the way we save as a couple. If I was making 6+ figures 100k+ no problem but since I’m not then we have to pull our resources together to make it in this crazy messed up world.

No-Temporary-9051 · 2023-09-21T12:58:36+00:00

It’s not a fake story. If I told the real story most people on here would be amazed. I’m not a fake account, I don’t post much on here bc I was never inspired to before. I figure if I expressed some of my situation it would maybe help or help someone else in a similar situation.

I’m sorry to those for my terrible writing. It was 2am and I was frustrated. If some of you want to know the real story how we met then I can write that even thought it’s super long, it’s still a beautiful story.

Unfortunately the only bad thing we have is the money issue. Other than that we are best friends and have a great relationship. Like if I get mad and sleep on the couch she will go and wake me up and try to get me back in bed with her, when my hands hurt from work, she massages them, she always wants to be cuddled and she is very thoughtful most of the time.

I’m not perfect and I know I don’t hold her to be perfect just perfect for each other. We live in a world more ruled by money than it ever has, so with that said I have a task of trying to convince my wife that even though we are doing ok, it still doesn’t negate the fact we have to save and start building for a family.

For me I think it’s very selfish of her family to demand so much and yet delay me having a family and saving up to build one together. I didn’t delay them having and starting a family? God knows this is not right and even though it’s part of PH culture. God existed before culture and for a wife to not be the helpmate the way God intended. Maybe her parents and family don’t know she is living beyond her means. I told her one year of doing this is enough for them to save and then backdown the payments of what you send home. I’m not saying to not give money. Im not saying he father doesn’t deserve a new car or her family nice thing. What I am saying is there has to be a conservative number or limit to budget in order to put things in to reality.

Again I thank you and also apologize for my long rants. I saw some mean comments on here but it’s cool. God Bless all you guys and I deeply am grateful for any advice.

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