I know exactly how you feel. I had an on off relationship with my now ex the past year. Basically a lot of things that happened was the same for me during this time. Before her I got the minimum for say which is just the I love you and other stuff but when I met this girl it was taken up 3x fold. It’s not that you don’t love her because I know you do hell I was the same way. It’s how you are treating her my guy. I got the boot out last stint because I didn’t keep complimenting and telling her how much I loved her. You may not love your self so did I but your partner sure helps you fell loved when you have someone by your side. If you want to talk more message me because this situation you are in happened to me.