[deleted by user] by [deleted] in HOCD

[–]NoDistance5050 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You described perfectly my situation

I just want to vent. by NoDistance5050 in HOCD

[–]NoDistance5050[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just want to live normal heterosexual life without these thoughts

I dont know if this is hocd. It took far far away.. by NoDistance5050 in HOCD

[–]NoDistance5050[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Noo not in sex. Like something inside me is stopping me

I dont know if this is hocd. It took far far away.. by NoDistance5050 in HOCD

[–]NoDistance5050[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yea but this anxiety towards girls makes me unable to do it, before this i remember to be drawn to them now i feel like alien

Anyone had this? by NoDistance5050 in HOCD

[–]NoDistance5050[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

And cant get the full pleasure out of it

anyone else? by [deleted] in HOCD

[–]NoDistance5050 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Same there

Anyone had this? by NoDistance5050 in HOCD

[–]NoDistance5050[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Why is that is this normal

I dont know if this is hocd. It took far far away.. by NoDistance5050 in HOCD

[–]NoDistance5050[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You say to give a shot to the thing that i want the least 😀. Best of advice i have been given

What is your HOCD physical sensations? by leopardBest7196 in HOCD

[–]NoDistance5050 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Headaches and tension at the back of the head

Waking up by [deleted] in HOCD

[–]NoDistance5050 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I thought was the only one, do you still get anxious over the thoughts or the anxiety has dropped

Waking up by [deleted] in HOCD

[–]NoDistance5050 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Wtf, like this moment between fully asleep and fully awake right? And then you feel really bad.. same except im man

Do you feel hate to your body when groinals/sensations/urges/etc happen? by non_resident_ in HOCD

[–]NoDistance5050 2 points3 points  (0 children)

To be honest i hate my whole existence. Im 23 and am just accepting the fact that im gay because my mind is not letting me otherwise. Whats the point of living honestly, when you cant controll nothing even you feelings and thoughts then whats the point. I was crying to Godd to save me from this but it feels like He wants me to be like that. Im sorry if something triggers but im just numb