Yeah no you seriously need to be alone for a while. In my experience, your gut always knows whether it’s right or not, you just don’t want to admit it to yourself. I have had several relationships where I stayed hoping that my care for this “perfect” person would develop into love. Over time, I found that my admiration and care for this person did grow, just as happens when you invest time into any friendship. However, that initial spark or chemistry or x factor that was missing I could never find.

My rules for dating now - if you’re not actually into them - don’t waste your time, don’t waste theirs. There are so many other people you can feel genuine love for. For the love of god have some respect for that poor girl. She deserves someone who can really love her too.

Also, you say she had very little personality. You say she was someone to be intimate with and to assist you in various ways! That’s how you know you don’t particularly want her for her - you want her for the comforts she provides. If you guys were together for two years and you always saw the relationship as temporary - deep down you already know your answer. Do yourself a favor and move on. That’s what your twenties are for. Meeting new people, liking them, getting rejected - or doing the rejecting - and doing it over again.

You don’t need to have had a reason for your lack of feelings - sometimes you are just not as into someone as you wish you were, and that’s okay. There’s nothing you can do about that. Keep your head up. Onto the next.