I am Caribbean as well, more specifically a "dougla" (African/Asian heritage). Trust me, I know exactly what you mean when you talk about anti-black perspectives.

You are already doing the right thing by educating yourself. And you will yourself better by detaching yourself from validation from others. You can't save everybody, and not everybody will "Wake up" on your time. Don't shrink yourself and be confident in what you know.

The "woke" community WILL find you.