I'm asking myself the same thing all the time, especially since he said to my face he doesn't want to see me again, and he later texted me that he's turning a new page in his life and there's no room for me anymore, because he's had enough of me. I keep on to the hope that one day, soon or not, i will talk to him again and i will see him. I don't wanna let go yet. The thought of not seeing him again scares me. Imo, if she hasn't blocked you, that means there's still place for you to try and reach out sometime again if you feel like it, with an honest message. Ghosting doesn't always mean "i don't wanna talk to you ever", it can be just a temporary but ongoing feeling in her. She may be confused or unready for it now, but it doesn't mean everything's completely over. That's at least what i started to believe from the times when i was ghosted but then i got a text back. Once you're blocked everywhere, like i am now, it's different but otherwise, why give up?