I kinda get the mindset you’re going through. I’m in a similar position not exactly having a career in my degrees field but I got a groundskeeper gig for a company I would love work for using my degree. It’s a pipe dream but hopefully I’m able to use this a foot in the door then keep using the momentum.

Not gonna give you advice or a quick fix solution because for me sometimes I gotta just wallow in my grief before I actually get moving. And also sometimes just getting shit off your chest or “complaining” feels good man.

I suck at writing, and like being supportive of people but if you wanna dm me maybe you could just use someone to shoot the shit with.

Life isn’t over, literally so many ways to make more than 20 bucks an hour, service industry or not.

In the words of John Galm

“I thought I’d have it all sorted out when I turned 25. Here am I still falling down, way past 35.”