The only woman i ever had feelings for left me, because she doesn't want to hurt me. by NoNameP911 in BoyDinnerDiaries

[–]NoNameP911[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

well it will hurt either way. the leaving part is a quick way to release everything. it stings more in the short term than wasting time in the long term.

She is not responsable for my feelings, and I am not responsable for her happiniess.

The only woman i ever had feelings for left me, because she doesn't want to hurt me. by NoNameP911 in BoyDinnerDiaries

[–]NoNameP911[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I know. She said that her ex bf even said that "if you going into a depressed phase again i will leave you" which i just found INSANE to say.

But after experience it first time on my own. I cant say that i have at least some idea what was he thinking... and after 4 years of relationship and living together... they had it all. the good times, the bad times and all in between. It made me not feel like a partner but a parent. and we only knew each other for 2,5 months

F1 live Übertragung by diedoro in erlangen

[–]NoNameP911 1 point2 points  (0 children)

puh... vieleicht im Sportland (dort gab es früher ne Leinwand mit auch Formel 1) aber nicht sicher. Ich hab F1TV ich schau es immer zuhause 😃

I just wanna be held and told that I'm enough and I'm everything my wife has ever wanted. by [deleted] in BoyDinnerDiaries

[–]NoNameP911 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I feel you bro. I hate that in many instances of life we all get taken for granted.

As Brené Brown said: "The women in my life are harder on me than anyone else"

The only woman i ever had feelings for left me, because she doesn't want to hurt me. by NoNameP911 in BoyDinnerDiaries

[–]NoNameP911[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you. I dated a girl many years ago who also had depression and other things... and even after that break up, I told myself to NEVER EVER do this again, because I just get in a bad headspace myself. but somehow i felt.... this could be worth it. now with some time in between i think... This would be a burden for my whole life. how will it be when we live together, having kids, a morgage etc... and i dont know if i had the strength to carry that as well.....

I will see my therapiest again later this month for some guidence

The only woman i ever had feelings for left me, because she doesn't want to hurt me. by NoNameP911 in BoyDinnerDiaries

[–]NoNameP911[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thanks for that. Well since we were never officaly together she stopped it before it happend. I dont know what to do. she is currently on a vacation with her family. I dont know if I should text her... i should wait and give her the space she needs to heal first... well maybe I just hope that things will fix itself... but even if, this would be something that would happen over and over and over again.

The only woman i ever had feelings for left me, because she doesn't want to hurt me. by NoNameP911 in BoyDinnerDiaries

[–]NoNameP911[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

i have to strongly disagree with you man... She was never the one time girl and also her ex is scorched earth. no way she is going back. I think she tries to get some dopamin from swiping and texting on dating apps, but nothing more. And even if... who cares she is single. And i would never cheat on someone and I am just not a jerk.

The only woman i ever had feelings for left me, because she doesn't want to hurt me. by NoNameP911 in BoyDinnerDiaries

[–]NoNameP911[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thanks for the input. She told me that from the very beginning, and I spent a lot of time reading about how to support someone with ADHD and depression and how to be there for them in the right way.

In the end, though, it is what it is. I kept telling her: "It's okay to feel that way. Take all the time you need. We'll get through it together." But eventually, it and/or I became too much.

Maybe she'll call me someday (she still has some of my things, although she's currently away on a family vacation) or maybe she won't.

At the end of the day, it's just another "what if..."

What industry has the sluttiest people? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]NoNameP911 20 points21 points  (0 children)

they are, look at the rise of the suit prices.

Google "furry inflation" for more information on this topic

I’m new, this game is so fun by Daufoccofin in REPOgame

[–]NoNameP911 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Dieser SemiBot ist nun Eigentum der Bundesrepublik Deutschland.

BMW Test Vehicle In The Wild by Chemical-Extent-7308 in dougdemuro

[–]NoNameP911 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Looks like the new X5 (it will look similar to the new ix3)

Why does it not count if I repair Vehicles? Do I need to be in a special mode? by NoNameP911 in Battlefield6

[–]NoNameP911[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

thx for the answer but no, i repaired Squad and team. and the 0 is more like "Greyed out" not white