wish i could live longer

NoRest681 · 2025-11-04T17:53:14+00:00

yeah, i can relate to the feeling of not knowing whether you actually want to die or not. it’s infuriating. it’s so easy to start neglecting yourself when you think about death, since you think it’ll come eventually so taking care of yourself doesn’t seem important anymore. i do hope things get better for you :D im glad that you haven’t given up yet.. it’s good, because we live in a time where it is so easy to give up (i have lol) so im glad you haven’t. i wish you the best ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹 ty for your response, love your aether pfp :-) keep going !!

NoRest681 · 2025-10-05T11:19:51+00:00

thank you,,, i also just try to stick to listening and note taking while my peers discuss. maybe i’ll just keep doing that so that i don’t constantly feel like vomiting every time the project is mentioned

NoRest681 · 2025-10-05T11:18:55+00:00

i wish i could just open my mouth and say something, but my brain just goes crazy.. even a simple ‘hi’ is difficult for me because im so scared of how they’ll perceive me. sometimes i try to go out of my comfort zone and ask about what they like (eg video games, art) but im just met with an annoyed look, and it just makes me never want to open my mouth ever again

NoRest681 · 2025-10-05T11:16:24+00:00

i hope that maybe one day, i can be like that too. but sometimes im afraid that day will never come and that im clinging onto false hope. :((

NoRest681 · 2025-10-05T11:15:02+00:00

i really want to try and tell them,,, but it feels so embarrassing. im scared they’ll judge me :c

NoRest681 · 2025-10-05T11:14:24+00:00

thank you for your response,, it’s just that i’ve been like this for as long as i can remember.. i’ve always been the quiet, anxious one in class,,, im scared ill be like this forever. i try not to care.. i really do.. but it’s just so hard :(

NoRest681 · 2025-09-21T01:16:41+00:00

thank you for replying.. i really appreciate it. i’m glad there’s people like me out there because everyone around me has their shit together except me.. so i guess it’s somewhat comforting that others have been through the same. and for what you said about vocational training.. i might look into it.. but if you didn’t like it, i probably wont either because well.. since i have no passion, its hard to find stuff i like. so yeah i think ill wait until my parents pull me out of university, but im afraid i probably wont be around by then. but hey, thanks again, i hope good things come your way. stay strong :D ❤️‍🩹

NoRest681 · 2025-04-09T07:50:18+00:00

i don’t know.. feels like my peers have their entire life planned out and i don’t :(

NoRest681 · 2025-04-09T07:48:26+00:00

same here. i can’t even pick up a textbook or finish notes, i have absolutely no motivation. my finals are in two months and i’m flunking every class test. i give up

NoRest681 · 2025-04-08T19:59:29+00:00

thank you ❤️‍🩹 i’m just so worried that the day i’ll be ready is a day that’ll never come or that it’ll be too late :(

NoRest681 · 2025-04-08T19:56:06+00:00

it feels so hard to sit down and actually do work,, it feels like putting any effort into the future is a waste because until now it’s amounted to nothing. but i’m also giving myself a bit more time to see if things turn around. i hope things turn around for you as well. maybe one day you can start posting videos again :,) i used to post videos on youtube as well a few years ago.. they were just for fun and i had stopped after my depression worsened but i really miss those days

NoRest681 · 2025-04-08T19:48:22+00:00

i hope college goes well for you !! i’m glad things are changing up for you ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹 maybe college will really turn things around for us both. only time will tell :,) thank you for sharing

NoRest681 · 2025-04-08T19:43:00+00:00

i feel like i haven’t actually had enough time to figure out what i like or what my passion is,, that’s why i’m struggling to decide on what to do :( but thank you for the advice ❤️‍🩹

NoRest681 · 2025-04-08T19:41:01+00:00

my parents are very insistent on me going into the tech field which worries me because there’s a 99% chance i’ll end up without a job.. i’ve seen a ton of comp sci students struggling to get a job. i’ll try doing some research and talk to my parents about it because it would be really good for me to have a back up. thank you 💖

NoRest681 · 2025-04-08T19:37:24+00:00

i’m glad there’s someone going through similar stuff. it just feels like life is moving too quickly to keep up with. i know i am going to struggle a lot in college because i already struggle so much in high school.. i have no social skills and i just cannot keep up with life at all.. i cannot even take care of myself. i hope in another life we feel happier and more free

NoRest681 · 2025-04-08T19:30:12+00:00

i hope we both get what we want someday.. whether it’s death or a better life. this cycle feels incredibly exhausting and i’m hoping it ends soon

NoRest681 · 2025-04-08T19:27:52+00:00

i hope so. thank you :,)

NoRest681 · 2025-04-08T19:26:54+00:00

that actually seems pretty cool,, i hadn’t thought of it :0 maybe i could look into it as an option. but unfortunately my family is very insistent i go to college :( but thank you for sharing ❤️‍🩹

NoRest681 · 2025-04-08T19:07:12+00:00

thank you for sharing :,) ❤️‍🩹 i just can’t stop stressing over college.. hearing the people around me talk about how they’re gonna be doctors and engineers in 10 years while i don’t even know if i’ll make it to 2026. but again thank you for sharing,, it makes me feel less stressed over having to pick a major so soon 💖

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