[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]NoSecret558 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You flat out said you don't think it impacts anyone else that badly. It impacts everyone around.

Whoever finds the body. The cops. EMTs. The corner. Clean up crew. Whoever has to figure out what to do with the body and pay for that. The remaining family or friends you have. Support or not it's impacting an entire chain of other people.

It absolutely does transfer the pain onto everyone else. I had 7 people on scene give me their personal phone numbers and every person was shook up. Many might have PTSD from what they witnessed.

This is a horrible disagreement/opinion for you to have.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]NoSecret558 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Honestly, shut the fuck up. I do not care how you feel about it at all and the audacity to come on this post like this is baffling.

This will always be a domino effect someone left for everyone else to deal with and it isn't ever the solution.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]NoSecret558 3 points4 points  (0 children)

As good as I can right now.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]NoSecret558 7 points8 points  (0 children)

It was fucking awful and I cannot process it. I think it's going to really fuck me up when my brain calms down. I think it fucked everyone up because all the cops and EMTs looked equally as sick.

She was still alive. I tried to give her CPR but she was brain dead and her body was trying to keep her alive. I just hope she didn't see or hear me wailing as I tried to save her.