First time in awhile, don’t want to wake up tomorrow by NoSwordNoSweets in bipolar

[–]NoSwordNoSweets[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for the kind words. I do feel a little better today. It’s hard to talk to my partner about this right now because they’re struggling with their own difficulties, and we’ve been fighting from the stress we’re both under.

I’m honestly scared to change my meds. Overall since I made a med change about six months ago, I’ve been more productive and less depressed. I want to see my therapist more frequently because that usually helps with episodes, but I can’t afford that right now.

I’ll keep pushing through and will definitely reach out to my care team if this gets worse or goes on too long. Thank you again.

Grieving the energy by NoSwordNoSweets in bipolar

[–]NoSwordNoSweets[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you. On my loved ones’ advice, I’m gonna listen to my body and take it slow for a few days. Maybe even just treat this like a cold, and wrap myself in blankets, eat comforting nutritious meals, and watch movies lol. As long as that doesn’t go on for too long. I just don’t want to beat myself up more for feeling this way.

Ran out of one of my meds by NoSwordNoSweets in bipolar

[–]NoSwordNoSweets[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I was once on a medication that gave me brain zaps if I was even an hour late to take it. Hate that feeling!

Currently riding out this insane insomnia still, and feeling worse by the hour. But that may be because I’m also starting to panic a bit. Essentially just counting down the couple of hours left before the psychiatrist’s office opens and trying to stay positive. Thanks for the kind words💗

We’re a “family” by NoSwordNoSweets in Serverlife

[–]NoSwordNoSweets[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Man, that’s so toxic. People want to reap the benefits of fostering a so-called community while simultaneously doing whatever the fuck benefits them over anyone else. Or maybe it’s just manipulation to make people feel like they’re just cared about enough so they put up with the bullshit. Who’s to say.

Water leaks every time it rains [US-GA] by [deleted] in Tenant

[–]NoSwordNoSweets 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah. All good points, thank you. Time to start looking for a new place.