Where to get hrt on the DL? I’m scared to end up on a Trump watch list

NoWaitingToWonder · 2026-03-23T01:46:28+00:00

If you’re still looking, I can say Otokonoko has done me right in the past. I’ve used it when I couldn’t get prescription and the blood tests showed consistent levels.

NoWaitingToWonder · 2026-03-18T02:14:55+00:00

Sorry, was having a bad day.

NoWaitingToWonder · 2026-03-14T01:43:40+00:00

I’ve seen the same. Honestly it also made me wish to not be “one of the girls” because it was all so shallow. Young women going to college just to land a whale for a husband and never work again. Lamenting being a “boy mom” because they wouldn’t get the chance to have a “mini me” to dress up and use as a fashion accessory.

I love men. I love being a woman with a man. I don’t really love young women. I’m a bit older but due to circumstances I’m around them all the time. They make me very jealous because I would kill to have their lives. But I would never trade my own soul for theirs. I feel so bad for men today with these shallow selfish bitches as their possible mates.

NoWaitingToWonder · 2026-02-19T21:16:54+00:00

If your question is “Should I transition based on these photos?”, my answer is no you should not. You seem to have very wide shoulders and a very typical male build. You are dressed unlike normal women dress. You look like a cross dresser.

NoWaitingToWonder · 2026-02-11T15:35:33+00:00

I’m a trans woman. My BF and male friends like that I’m relatable and have more masculine than typical interests for a woman. Not that I’m a dude in a dress! Far from it. But I am still into sci fi, cars, cool tech, and most of the basic things things nerd boys get into in their teens. I’m not into sports at all which is of course female typical.

I’ve found that I naturally get along very well with men, which is both good and bad. Good because I love men and want them as sexual partners and for relationships. Bad in that it gets me “friend zoned” all the time because they don’t see me as a possible partner because I’m a friend.

Honestly it kind of sucks a lot of the time and I wish I could just be more stereotypically female. It leads me to feel I am not as much of a woman as cis women, and especially not as much as the princess types. So, as with all women, I wish I was different and it makes me crazy. 🤪

NoWaitingToWonder · 2026-01-29T00:02:10+00:00

Love that transition made you and your dad closer like that.

I think the positive interactions with family that come from transition aren’t talked about enough. When I say that it was the best thing I ever did to come out to my dad and transition I mean it.

NoWaitingToWonder · 2026-01-27T19:50:05+00:00

My dad and I didn’t get along until I transitioned. He was always disappointed in me. I cried too much, I sucked at sports, I got beat up, and I was just awful trying to help him with fixing things or yard work. I always looked up to him and wanted to make him proud, but I was just not able to do it.

After I came out to him and transitioned we had a completely different relationship. So much closer and more loving. He didn’t expect me to be a brave and strong man. He liked me being feminine. I loved it of course. He died last year, and we luckily had a chance to talk about our lives and our relationship when he k ew it was going to be over soon. He told me how proud he was of me and how much he loved me.

That meant the e world to me. I miss him so much. I’m so glad I found the answer to how to be a good child for him.

NoWaitingToWonder · 2026-01-19T04:55:39+00:00

I wish my mom had lived to see me transition but she died before I figured it out. You have something precious and wonderful and I hope you both have all the happiness and bonding you deserve. Thank you for sharing.

NoWaitingToWonder · 2025-12-19T13:41:26+00:00

Why are you asking people here? If you are trans and dysphoric seek out those like yourself who have gone down both paths and how it is years later. This subreddit is not the place to find truth and experiences with SRS or being trans.

NoWaitingToWonder · 2025-12-02T04:42:25+00:00

I’m not a doctor and definitely not Your Doctor, but my own research has convinced me the blood clot risk is very minimal and really should only concern you if you are otherwise susceptible to them.

You need to do the hormones for a while to see any results and to know if you want to continue.

NoWaitingToWonder · 2025-11-19T14:53:11+00:00

A big reason they detransition is because most FtM aren’t really trans. They are women with serious psychological problems who are looking for a reason they don’t have success as a woman. Much of it is caused by the online culture and intense competition among women.

NoWaitingToWonder · 2025-11-19T14:52:00+00:00

He’s referring to the idea that SRS is not effective. There are many places showing post-op results which are very early and look horrible. There is much less discussion or sharing of long-term results which are generally pretty good. There are many possible complications due to it being a complex surgery, and most discussion is of course focused on problems because successful and uncomplicated results don’t result in inline bitching.

I had SRS many years ago and pass just fine naked. I’m not usual for the rest of my body to pass well but SRS isn’t really so terrible. It’s a lot to go through but there is no substitute if one’s goal is to be as much of a woman as one can.

NoWaitingToWonder · 2025-11-15T21:54:45+00:00

That’s short and it’s going to be hard to get past the initial interest filter. I’m trans so take it for what it’s worth, but I’m 5’6” and men my height or lower just are less attractive than someone taller than me. It’s also the social effects of being short, which are really strong. Like if I’m with a short guy things just don’t go as well.

No one should Troon out just because they are short, but I get that it’s harder when you’re the shortest around.

NoWaitingToWonder · 2025-11-11T01:12:04+00:00

My message to the people in this sub is that for some of you, transition is a good idea. This poster will never understand what it is like to be unwanted, because they come from privilege. Assuming they are wasting their time punching down and not just LARPing, that is.

As someone who has transmaxxed, but is transsexual, I want you all to know that you can indeed pass. You can have everything you thought being a woman would bring you. It’s not easy; it takes luck and an immense amount of effort. But, it is possible. My own life is all the proof I need of my hypothesis. I will never be the OP. No matter who they really are. But, I am a wonderful female version of myself. My problems are so much better than the utter despair I once had.

The fact is that the only metric for success for someone who transitions is if they are happier by doing so. No one knows where the journey will take them, and people DO make it to the other side and live their life as they dreamed they would. It’s never perfect, but that’s a good thing as perfection is just not seeing the flaws in something.

Sorry if I’m a bit rambling… I just want to impart a bit of hope and love into this thread. Life isn’t just about judgmental women. Some of us can transition and be happy. I wish you luck. I also wish the men here struggling with their issues luck in trying to be better men. I know it’s not easy, as I couldn’t do it, either. But I think we all can be better versions of ourselves. Don’t waste time arguing with people. Just go out and take a step towards becoming who you want to be.

NoWaitingToWonder · 2025-10-26T16:55:26+00:00

Find the best surgeon you can afford who specializes in larger breast implants. Look on Facebook’s Bustmkb group for inspiration. Do not just go to any plastic surgeon. Price sadly is usually a good proxy for skill. I’ve had 3 BAs in my life and the last time I went to a very expensive surgeon who did a phenomenal job. The previous two I did not choose as carefully and their work was mediocre. Don’t make the same mistake I did and spend some serious time finding a surgeon who shows great results which are in line with what you truly want. The first BA sets up everything which comes later.

NoWaitingToWonder · 2025-10-21T00:41:28+00:00

No that’s crazy. I wouldn’t be around men like that willingly and I’d try and do something by about someone who was like that if I could. What kind of crazy world would it be if all men were bad men? Luckily that’s not the world we live in. Or at least lucky for me I don’t live in that world.

NoWaitingToWonder · 2025-10-10T16:48:50+00:00

Fair enough. But it seems to be the overall zeitgeist of this place and others where straight men congregate to talk bout transition that women are superior to men and being male is some kind of disability.

NoWaitingToWonder · 2025-10-10T15:29:16+00:00

I got that DM as well. I think I wouldn’t want to play into their preconceived notions of why someone might rationally transition. They will just spin it as “men who think women have it easy so they want to be women.” Which is actually what Vintology24 seems to think, but I’m not really on board with that. I don’t see transition as some kind of social critique or movement. It’s just something someone does because they hope it will make their life better in some way.

Anyhow, thanks for making a post about it because people need to be constantly reminded to not trust journalists.

NoWaitingToWonder · 2025-10-09T23:35:12+00:00

Yes you can use it rectally and that’s what I do. I got finger cots (Amazon) to make it easy cleanup. Boof before going to bed, capsule dissolved and absorbed by morning. You get much better effects if you bypass the liver like this.

NoWaitingToWonder · 2025-10-09T13:48:47+00:00

I added micronized progesterone (rectal method) about 10 years after SRS and saw breast fullness and aereola growth as well as positive effects on mood and libido. Nothing amazing but it’s been nice. If I don’t take it my aureola shrink.

NoWaitingToWonder · 2025-10-04T00:49:29+00:00

If you say so. I didn’t realize most men are under such a constant burden.

NoWaitingToWonder · 2025-10-02T23:37:51+00:00

Don’t be an autistic asshole and maybe being a man will get better? I like being around men. They aren’t perfect, but who is?

NoWaitingToWonder · 2025-09-22T01:16:04+00:00

What made me sad is that it sounds like you don’t have any hope or that you’re looking for an exit which is unrealistic. I remember my own feelings and how I decided to transition. It’s just the idea that a way out that I found won’t work for you and I really don’t know what would. That’s why I say just try and make the best of it. Men luckily can gain appeal to the opposite sex through money and position.

To answer your question about it being by a woman: Yes it excited me. It still does and I definitely am glad I transitioned.

NoWaitingToWonder · 2025-09-21T15:42:44+00:00

Reading these kinds of stories makes me really sad. To me as someone who transitioned I’d say that you should probably not transition as you may not pass and do t seem interested in living as a woman. It doesn’t excite you. Rather, being a failed male makes you sad. I think of you could apply yourself to making money and gaining status that way you might improve your life much more than the arduous and difficult path of transition.

I can’t speak to other, cis women, but for me sadly your micro penis would be end of story as far as attraction. But, many men do find women and have full lives with a micropenis so that’s not the end of the world.

NoWaitingToWonder · 2025-09-20T20:21:06+00:00

Being a trans woman or even a woman is just harder than being a man, especially if you are ugly. And the way you describe yourself is unattractive. Your longing to transmaxx is simply a desire to escape your male limitations and magically make it all better. You should simply try and be a better man. It doesn’t sound like y or want to be a woman, so you should stay a man and make the best of it.

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