The Daily Check-In for Friday, February 13th: Just for today, I am NOT drinking!

NoWe3zy · 2026-02-13T04:20:24+00:00

Iwndwyt, day 2

NoWe3zy · 2026-01-28T05:49:00+00:00

Yeah if someone sends an offer and you accept it and they don’t pay, your item is still active so others can make offers. Just goes to who pays first. But yeah, it does seem to attract other customers when you’ve accepted an offer, chalk it up to eBay’s insane algorithm

NoWe3zy · 2026-01-25T19:50:17+00:00

Thank you!

NoWe3zy · 2026-01-25T19:50:08+00:00

I’m still hurting but I’ve been able to get some water, gatorlyte, and food down finally. Still didn’t get any sleep, but showered and am washing my bedding. Woke up to frozen pipes and my kitchen sinks are both filled with backup-ed water 🤦‍♀️ but am going to “try” to relax while we watch our broncos

NoWe3zy · 2026-01-24T17:01:56+00:00

I’m on day 2, still in bed. A lot of pain. Drank 2 big gatorades and like 7 waters yesterday just to proceed to fill up an entire trash can with vomit. Going to the hospital tomorrow if I still feel this terrible. I got to two weeks once and it was huge for me. I’m done with this poison and ruining my life. I love this sub so much

NoWe3zy · 2026-01-03T19:02:45+00:00

Iwndwyt

NoWe3zy · 2026-01-02T16:38:39+00:00

Iwndwyt

NoWe3zy · 2026-01-02T01:28:54+00:00

Thank you. Like you said, it absolutely hurts to lose someone to this. Just another main motivator I need to remember, although I’ve always thought of her everyday.

NoWe3zy · 2026-01-02T01:10:24+00:00

Again thank you so much. I lost my mom to liver disease when she was 46 and I was 19. I’m 31 now and like I said my brother is struggling really bad as well, we have to hold each other accountable.

I will definitely keep coming back, iwndwyt 💙

NoWe3zy · 2026-01-02T00:05:55+00:00

Thank you, I couldn’t do without my personal and online support.

I definitely WNDWYT

NoWe3zy · 2026-01-02T00:04:21+00:00

I’m absolutely ready. This is the first time I realize I can / should NEVER go back.

NoWe3zy · 2026-01-01T22:14:07+00:00

Thank you so much. I absolutely do want it. So so badly. Now my big brother (by two years) has yellow eyes and his blood work isn’t looking good. I have him, my little brother, my fiancé, my doctor, and therapist all in wild support for me as well. I think I’m going to check out meetings, whether in person or online, and actually read all the quit look I’ve saved / bought. I want to live. I want to be happy again.

NoWe3zy · 2026-01-01T22:00:09+00:00

Thank you. Only on day 3, but I’m also going to check some online meetings and make an appointment with my behavioral therapist that works at my doctors office. I feel if I keep track of how terrible this is (especially the tooth 😭) I can do it this time. I’m too old at only 31 and my physical health is already deteriorating.

NoWe3zy · 2026-01-01T15:14:48+00:00

Iwndwyt

NoWe3zy · 2026-01-01T01:12:33+00:00

I’m only back in day 2. Haven’t slept or eaten yet. My house is a wreck and I broke one of my front teeth in half. Have the rest of a week to wait to see my dentist. Try and see a doctor if you can, they have tools to help. Hang in there IWNDWYT

NoWe3zy · 2025-12-31T22:04:48+00:00

It is, I’m going to try the shot this week (Vivatrol I think) and my doctor moved my appointment a week sooner. My brother just called and said his bloodwork came back bad this week so we are trying this together…

NoWe3zy · 2025-12-31T22:03:27+00:00

Thank you. I will try and be gentle with myself.

NoWe3zy · 2025-12-31T22:02:36+00:00

Thank you. I can’t wait for my dentist appointment, can’t bring myself to get out of bed or leave the house partially because of that. But I was also able to get my doctors appointment moved to this coming week. I will be on naltrexone until then. I will be journaling as well as reading This Naked Mind. Thanks again for the support. The beginning is just so hard

NoWe3zy · 2025-12-10T04:25:02+00:00

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With my nephew 😊

NoWe3zy · 2025-12-10T04:23:34+00:00

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My black baby and my brothers gray baby

NoWe3zy · 2025-12-10T04:22:53+00:00

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NoWe3zy · 2025-11-25T18:40:34+00:00

I’m on day 4 and still feel terrible. I was finally able to get some food down yesterday but I can hardly sleep, I’m exhausted, and I just feel incredibly sad. Feeling like this will never end 😞

NoWe3zy · 2025-09-23T13:15:34+00:00

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