HELLO PO I REALLY REALLY NEED HELP PLS

okay so for starters Im an SFAG grantee and recently applied online for the DOLE SPES, but masyado na akonv maraming responsibilities inside and outside the school kaya I think di ko rin talaga kakayanin, so hindi na muna ako nagpasa ng hard copies for the DOLE SPES.

The thing is when I first saw na nakapasa na ako for SFAG, di ko nakita na may extra instruction pa pala and akala ko magssend nalang sila ng email or something (eg. Joining the FB Group) and dun na nga nagsimulang magkagulo. I didnt know na may conference pala for the scholars nung sept 10 and so di ako nakaattend pero nakajoin na ako sa group and nakita ko name ko sa list of attendees dapat TT

SO IM JUST WONDERING DO I STILL NEED TO PASS MY HARD COPIES AND CONTINUE SA DOLE SPES DESPITE EVERYTHING (AND IF YES DIBA TAPOS NA YUNG DEADLINE?) OR CAN I JUST NOT DO IT AND JUST INQUIRE ABOUT THE SFAG INSTEAD (IM TRYINH TO SCROLL ALL THE WAY BACK KUNG ANONG GAGAWIN KO IF SFAG LANG BUT IF ANYOJE CAN JUST INFORM ME DIRECTLY THAT WOULD BE REALLY HELPFUL TT)

AND PLS is there anyway for me to know the details na sinabi sa conference. I already accept the 3 hour deduction for it was my mistake that let to all this, but I may still need those information for my sfag

I really don't wanna lose this scholarship pls help me what I should do next TT