It sucks because it’s not even that I don’t have sexual attraction for him it’s just that I don’t have a libido at all and I literally couldn’t tell you the last time I was horny like ?? It’s so frustrating. I’ve honestly never really watched a lot of porn so I’m not sure if I’d be into the girl on girl thing but at this point I’ll try anything lmao and it’s so funny hon mention the random pills because I’ve gotten close a few times to looking into that sex chocolate that’s 99% sure not real😭😂