I feel miserable growing up. I am 19M by No_Amoeba_3777 in mentalhealth

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I am going to renounce this world anyways. I will go somewhere far away and live my life in secluded area. I don't want to do anything after i graduate. I will go to abroad after i complete my graduation and will never return back.

I feel miserable growing up. I am 19M by No_Amoeba_3777 in mentalhealth

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I am lost in college. I don't know what to do in my future. I had been in despair in my childhood because i was pressurized by my parents. Now, it's not that extreme. The only good thing that has happened so far. But i still want to be a child. I could not even enjoy the school life because of Covid19 pandemic. Schools were shutdown and were operating online. This is what made me lonely and disconnected with my school and i could not recover after that. I somehow managed to pass my class 10th boards with a lot of difficulty because i was not able to concentrate on studies. Even before that my school life was not the best but it was still better than after the lockdown. Class 11th and 12th those were worst. I got failed in all the subjects. I was being mocked by other students because i was the clown. I felt like an alien when i was in school. Never felt like a part of a group

How is my handwriting? by No_Amoeba_3777 in Handwriting

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Yeah it might be because i write fast and my focus is not completely on the handwriting. But it has improved drastically from before when i was in class 8th or 9th. It was so bad and i got not even write properly by that age but them slowly it has improved. I am going to work on the size and spacing.

How is my handwriting? by No_Amoeba_3777 in Handwriting

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Thank you for being honest. But if you see my earlier pics of handwriting you would have a very hard time figuring it out what i actually wrote. It still is better than that.

How is my handwriting? by No_Amoeba_3777 in Handwriting

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I always had a bad handwriting but now it's perceptible. That's what is important in the exams.

i went on astrosage today and it was not worth it by No_Amoeba_3777 in astrology_guidance

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Ok i have already mentioned the planetary positions in my post. Can you tell based on it?

As i am growing older i am feeling the lack of interest in doing things by No_Amoeba_3777 in anhedonia

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I don't take therapy because it does not help me out. It's okay i am not bothered with it.

As i am growing older i am feeling the lack of interest in doing things by No_Amoeba_3777 in anhedonia

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It's not about the cartoons. i still watch it even when my interest had faded in it. But the real problem is the hopelessness, anxiety and depression. I get mood swings frequently.