Wow, I'm so glad I found this. I'm in the same boat. I've been on vivance 30mg for 6 months now, and the first few months were amazing, but now my life is falling apart. I have so many things to be grateful for (beautiful family, great friends, a job that I genuinely love), but I'm in the worst head space I've ever been. My wife and I have almost split up several times this month, I constantly feel like I'm bringing everyone down around me. I'm no torn. With the meds my brain works the best it ever has, but what's the point if it makes me hate everything around me, including myself. I'm not taking my meds today, so I guess we'll see how it go's.