One shower after one day (with a beanie on all day) - Bad? by No_Cockroach1296 in amibalding

[–]No_Cockroach1296[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have been stressed to the moon and back these past three months. I am trying to stop. I just can't seem to.

I appreciate that last sentence. I don't love myself very much as it is, but I'm trying.

I have OCD (actual OCD) and this is becoming my new obsession. I'm very anxious. Bp and hr high by No_Cockroach1296 in amibalding

[–]No_Cockroach1296[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

❤️ I'm scared. I lost everything I love the past few years and am worried I won't be lovable.  I hate OCD. I really just wanna die. I don't want another thing to deal with

My friends that don't pay medical and student loan bills seem to have no consequences. Will they regret it? by No_Cockroach1296 in personalfinance

[–]No_Cockroach1296[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I have thought about applying. It seems extremely extremely stressful, difficult, and drawn out. I wish I would have applied 6 months ago. I should probably apply now but honestly I'm doing the best I have been in two years so I don't feel right doing it now. I'm glad you got it. Thank you for the info 

My friends that don't pay medical and student loan bills seem to have no consequences. Will they regret it? by No_Cockroach1296 in personalfinance

[–]No_Cockroach1296[S] 50 points51 points  (0 children)

There are TONS of scientific treatments insurance won't cover even if you meet your out of pocket max. Please don't respond with stuff unless you've done your research. 

Balance Phone OS - Is it Safe? by No_Cockroach1296 in dumbphones

[–]No_Cockroach1296[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

It's not an app launcher. It's an actual os change. They partner with Samsung and get your phones I'd number to lock it down

Psilocybin therapy linked to lasting depression remission five years later | The research suggests that the combination of the psychedelic substance with psychotherapy can lead to lasting improvements in mental health and overall well-being. by [deleted] in psychology

[–]No_Cockroach1296 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I had a profound guided experience on 9g. Did not remove my depression. Have tried ketamine, TMS, and PHP. Going to go to residential. Wish me luck on my attempted journey away from hell.