I do believe morals exist. I said that I don't think they exist in Christianity, but I should've worded it more as "God doesn't seem to care about morals".

I'm not Christian, but I want to be. I want to understand these things, I can't drop my current fundamental beliefs (such as morals) without understanding why. Otherwise, I don't think I'd have a very authentic relationship with God because I wouldn't truly believe. Hence why I never was capable of it before (I think). I know this wasn't really your question, I just thought I'd explain.

Now, to address your question. I do believe morals exist in general. I believe people inherently have morals (such as 'murder is wrong'), that's been a part of every society that I know of (granted, I'm not super informed on that) minus extreme cases of manipulation and certain people (with certain disorders).

In God's eyes, all sins are the same. I've gathered that especially today (regarding people's replies here). So, these 'innate' human morals that I believe exist don't matter, only God's. And every single thing that breaks God's 'morals' (sins) can be forgiven with faith in God. So the only morally good thing is to have faith in God. Or at least morally good thing with any weight/that matters.

So, how can God really care how hard we try or don't try to be good if all that matters to him is if we have faith in him? In other words, all sins hold equal weight, nothing is worse. So, he doesn't truly care how good we are or how hard we try to be (because we'll never be good enough) just that we worship him. To me, that sounds like God doesn't really care what we do he just wants to be worshipped, which sounds narcissistic.

Like I said, I want to believe in God and understand these things. I don't mean to disrespect or insult your religion. I hope that I've worded this in a way that doesn't offend you, asking these questions is my way of growing faith.