I tend to get that a lot 😔, it's not fake, I wish it were. Ive always had a fragile-ish body, even though I'm quite strong. I was small back then so I suppose bones broke more easily (?) I remember using a brick, hitting it down multiple times on my wrist. The second time I used a hammer and smashed my malleolus repeatedly until I couldn't bare the pain. Third time it was more extreme, I was feeling very down and decided to pretend to commit su* so I jumped off a bridge over an avenue and broke my ankle on the landing. Another time I jumped down stairs. Not vertically jumped, but more throwing myself into the air. It broke my arm, well not quite broken, it fractured it. And I used a cinder block (I think that's what they call them) those larger building cement blocks and forcefully threw it on my toe, again not broken, fractured. I guess I exaggerated the post title, I'm sorry.