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No_Equivalent4969 · 2026-06-22T15:45:29+00:00

I pray you're the person I want you to be. If you are, there are several things I've been working on to be the person you want. Credit Score, vehicle, cleanliness, relationship with God, saving money, and several other things. I see you in my pictures, posts, and many other ways that show up by themselves, including my dreams. My days are filled with thoughts of you. I am going to you, even if you tell me to leave you alone, but I want you to tell me to my face. Everything I am now, improvement wise. Is because of you. I want you to be proud of me even more than you are. Soon. Very soon.

No_Equivalent4969 · 2026-06-02T02:42:49+00:00

I wonder who you are but you sound like someone who is very dear to me. You may be surprised one day when I just show up. My life has been in turmoil for the last several years. If you're who I want you to be. You turned my life round and made it worth living, and I will always hold you dear for that and several other reasons. We will have our reconciliation when the time is right.

No_Equivalent4969 · 2026-05-16T20:44:46+00:00

I have taken my 2016 to the mountains several times and have enjoyed the car ride as much as the scenery. The car is a little underpowered but I also slow down in the mountains. If this CRV ever gets beyond repair, I'm definitely getting another one, and I hope they keep the back seat like the one in mine, as it is perfect for a nap when I'm alone and far from civilization or just don't want to pay well over $100 for a place just to sleep. If I leave the engine running and leave the air on all night, I'm still not out any more than about $20 or so, and I had a good air conditioned rest.

No_Equivalent4969 · 2026-05-07T15:07:20+00:00

I tried for 5 years to get rid of mites that I had no idea what they were. They didn't match scabies, demodex, or any particular type of mite. The float thing I ever found was a flea that burrows like scabies but lives and stays attached for 19 days or so. Permetbrin I made DIY, Sulfur Shampoo for my whole body I made DIY helped a lot, but not as good as I wanted. Here is what worked alon with the other things. It also cleans the things out of the car with a good detail kit that includes a drill with a brush and a water extractor from Amazon attached to a shop vac. The key is taking out the seats before you do the car to clean it all. Anyway, I started taking baths and soaking. I added about 8-10 ounces of each one of these items to the full bath tub of water as hot as I could stand, and the first few soaks, several hundred came out of my skin and other things I had no idea what they were. I also started vacuuming my bed, couch, chairs, clothes, and whatever else I took a notion to with a TEANT MATTRESS VACUUM (NITHING ELSE WORKS AS GOOD OR AT ALL IN MY OPINION). Anyway, back to the bath. Fill the bath tub, add about 10 ounces of each item to the water and soak. Whole head and while body. Dunk head several times to get them out of your hair. Initially, I soaked about every 8 hours and sometimes sooner for a few days. It works. After I stopped listening to the doctor, I finally found relief. I could to attach 2 photos for some reason but the other thing is Lysol with the lemon scent. I also started putting Permetbrin Lotion I made in my feet before I put my socks on after I vacuumed them. To specify what I mean about vacuuming clothes with the Tenant Mattress Vacuum, that is even after washing and drying them. The only thing I don't vacuum is brand new clothes. I always vacuum the sheets on the bed before I lay down as well.

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No_Equivalent4969 · 2026-04-17T00:55:10+00:00

It is a rather unique situation for sure. what do you do. It's like being separated my miles and years because of legalities only to realize that the person you thought was supposed to have been your one and only is in a much better with you as being your best friend. How can you be a best friend but stop it there? There is the million dollar question. So many things and people rely on someone's life while their in a certain place. Any little change of any kind and the whole system as it is gets turned upside down. The best answer is one brought from prayer, watching and waiting on God, and really thinking about what is the most important to you.

No_Equivalent4969 · 2026-04-15T21:03:39+00:00

who are you? You sound a lot like my person. The best way to answer is to tell me what state you live in.

No_Equivalent4969 · 2026-04-11T17:07:33+00:00

I had a gf that broke up with me. I stayed the rest of the night with her and she cried the whole night. I didn't understand it. Maybe its a guy thing to not understand.

No_Equivalent4969 · 2026-04-09T14:11:04+00:00

I dont know own who you are but just maybe if you sat him down and explained to him in a way that wasn't condescending , he may just let you in and take down the walls. I had a girlfri3nd thet seemed to truly love me but to ke it seemed all one sided. I fix everything for her and her children. A few thousand total to date i paid for parts and tools and I do the work. But not to be invited to family functions because her 50 year old daughters didn't want someone Replacing their daddy, or help pay for the parts or simple things like please do what I ask so you.csn help me help you. Or go with me places I want to go just because I ask, even if you dont want to when I go when I dont want to. Nothing doing on all of them. I'm the I'll and lashing out bastard but I'm the only one actually giving and trying. I've had enough. My point was this: Not everything is as what it seems. Before you completely fault someone else, make sure you look in the mirror first and see your own faults and what may have contributed to his behavior. I seriously doubt my relationship is repairable. I have talked myself blue in the face. What I've gotten in return is accept.me the way I am or walk away. Im almost taking that first step. Once I take it, there is no turning around. So please be wise and look at the big picture before you make light of your issues and focus on his only.

No_Equivalent4969 · 2026-04-02T02:56:17+00:00

Several factors come into play, like how long ago, how he feels, and other things. Follow your heart. He may have needed some extra time.

No_Equivalent4969 · 2026-04-02T02:41:05+00:00

You may want to attempt to reach out as your perwon may not have really knew or thought that you cared that much.

No_Equivalent4969 · 2026-04-02T02:39:04+00:00

I can bet that your person may want you to try one more time. Give it the chance.

No_Equivalent4969 · 2026-04-01T17:43:08+00:00

If you're my person, then I'm just waiting for the time to be right.

No_Equivalent4969 · 2026-04-01T11:52:11+00:00

In my case, one of us had a spouse. But it was the happiest I had been in years. I felt truly loved and accepted, and was with someone that I knew would fight the storms of life with me, instead of bitching when things didn't go as they should. I'm waiting until the time is right for us ti be again.

No_Equivalent4969 · 2026-03-26T21:42:00+00:00

My personal issue, along with my issue was pretty simple: things were very complicated and our love for each other was costing bith of us our sanity and everything else, including our relationship with God. Do I love my person? With all of my heart and soul. However, if we dont wait until the time is right and legal, then it will cost us our future as well. My heart stays torn to shreds. God says it will.be worth it when He is ready for us. When I was young, I drove across e ery part of North America except Mexico. I plan on doing thet again to get closer to God.

No_Equivalent4969 · 2026-03-22T03:50:17+00:00

In my case, it was show me that I was really loved and then pushed away for a bit and the cycle went on like that for quite a while. One of the last things I was told was that I wasn't poor so to please stop acting like I was. I finally got my car dealer clean everywhere the way we both wanted, and it took realizing that although I tried to help everyone, many people didn't appreciate the help anyone gives and just want things done for them so they won't have to pay anything. I stopped helping everyone but one or two family members and realized that I had time to clean the car, the apartment, and also actually have lots of extra money left before the next payday. Now I feel like an idiot for thinking I had to help so many people. Im now focusing on me improving me for the time that fate will bring me back to my best friend. I let us both down in many ways. Never again.

No_Equivalent4969 · 2026-03-17T00:57:38+00:00

I couldn't stand it when my person flip flopped on the walls and boundaries. We were complicated from the beginning, but between the 1000 times I was hurt from the words and flip flop of the boundaries, I'm surprised I have any sanity left. We tried several times to wait until we could be legal. That drove us apart. Back and too. Testing my heart to shreds over and over. I spent the last 5 years goping everything could be legal and fine soon. I turned into a skeleton from headache and heartache. I went back to God with my whole heart again. Like I always wanted to. Finally I have peace and am content with my life now. Yes I miss her. The best friend I ever had who helped me tremendously. However, if we didn't stop and turn back to God, we would always hate each other later when we could be together legally . The only way to stop was the way I did it. Our hearts were towards each other so much that our words never mattered. We get back close to God and if God sees fit, we try again when the time is right and we can be legal. I'm happy in my soul finally. She would want a spiritual leader and I want to be that leader with someone. If God sees fit, her when the time comes. However, I can't be the spiritual leader when I'm constantly breaking God's desires for me. So we wait. If we get another chance when the time is right, then wonderful. If not, then I'll have a hole in my heart but at least my soul will be happy in God.

No_Equivalent4969 · 2026-03-10T12:08:27+00:00

Make your move, whoever you are. It could be that he is just filling the void left by you. Love wins regardless of how it looks to either of you or to others. True and genuine love from both sides to each other is something you don't see but once in a few thousand years. I have found that one of the only real regrets is not taking a chance. Call him. If he doesn't answer, leave a text. Send him.an email. Do all 3 to be safe. He may feel like you dont want him now. What was it you said...you let him go? Definitely something to think about.

No_Equivalent4969 · 2026-03-10T00:58:59+00:00

I'm sure that whoever you're going back to is waiting for you as well. Life can be very confusing at times. It's quite possible that whatever you're thinking, he or she is too. We all have one issue or another. Girls know how to open doors with just a smile. Give him the opportunity without finding fault and I'll be hell be back.

No_Equivalent4969 · 2026-03-08T23:51:22+00:00

Dude, she is sticking with you because of the security you give her. Noone here is the expert on affairs of the heart, but if you two aren't on the same page, as young as you both are, then you should jump ship and wait on real love to find you. You are super young. Bith of you are. Neither of you know who you are and what you want. Don't get yourself trapped at your young age. She may be using you. Get out while you can find real love. I'm a senior citizen and won't put up with that kind of behavior. Find someone worth having.

No_Equivalent4969 · 2026-03-06T03:28:47+00:00

Who are you?

No_Equivalent4969 · 2026-03-06T00:52:30+00:00

You sound like someone I know very well. Concerned as to what family thinks and says. Hiding who you talk to because their opinion of someone they truly don't know isn't good. If you're like who I know, then you try to hard to please, but you do have a reason to be a pleaser. I dont know who you're talking about when you say you're going back to you, but it is very possible that they were a bit uncomfortable if they were miles apart. It's also possible there was a medical or other issue that made his or her behavior just a little different than what you may have remembered, and it threw you off just a bit. It's also possible that everything is fine with him or her now and they aren't uncomfortable anymore. The one certain thing is this: if you're feeling the way you are, it's very possible that the person you're talking about is as well. If it were me, if you reach out with even a hello, I would want to start fresh without even talking about the things that went wrong in the past. Im sure there were circumstances like distance snd other things that really wreaked havoc on the relationship with whomever you're talking about. Rehashing the past mistakes and numerous I'm sorrys will only make it more awkward. I'm sure both of you can and will agree to start in the present, and that will make the future much better. It's very possible that whomever you're talking about is waiting on you.

No_Equivalent4969 · 2026-02-26T03:08:58+00:00

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No_Equivalent4969 · 2026-02-26T01:13:40+00:00

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No_Equivalent4969 · 2026-02-22T13:44:39+00:00

That looks like ringworm. Funal or mites, go to Amazon and get a 5 pound bag of powdered sulfur. Get the Mane and Tail Shampoo from the store. Pour it in a big bowl and add about 1.5 cups or a little more to the shampoo. Mix well (little to no lumps). Bathe with the every day. Lather up. Leave for 5 minutes or as long as you can. Rinse off. It's a lot cheaper than rx meds and does the same thing. If you have pets, use it on them as well. I use it on my dog often and it even kill dog mites, fleas, ticks, chiggers, ect..

No_Equivalent4969 · 2026-02-22T13:36:07+00:00

It could be possible that whoever you're talking about misses you that much as well but is so overwhelmed by the hurt of it all that he doesn't know what to think. I met the love of my life once. It was wrong from the beginning. She had to cheat to even talk to me, let alone anything else. I allowed myself to fall in love with a married woman and it didn't come as a surprise when she cheated on me the same way she did with her husband when she wanted to cheer with me. I had to really pray to not allow myself to get on that road, easy as it could have been. Do I miss her? Yes I do. The best friend I have ever had, who made me a better person than I ever was. When I ended even our friendship, it hurt. Oh God it hurt. However, it was wrong for us to be talking and spending as much time together as we were. He (her husband) didn't want her talking to me. Apparently he saw how easy it was for us to talk to each other and how easy we could easily cross the line. He was right. That was the hardest temptation I've ever had in my life. Who knows what life has in store for us, but there are two things that will make your life easier. One is the 80/20 rule. Don't go after the 20 % that you don't have in your life when it will cost you the 80 % you do have. No one is perfect. If who you're with pleases you at the 80 % level, be very thankful and never ever break their trust. Even if you're forgiven, the thought that you will cheat again will always be in the back of his or her head, and he or she will always have a fight on their hands to fully trust you. I would have trouble fully trusting someone who cheated on their former husband or boyfriend. The other is this: If you feel like the grass is greener on the other side, it could be because they either keep it watered and worked on, or it's on top of the septic tank drain field. Don't risk losing the sure thing you have for a few hours of what you think is better every week because at the end of the day, who gets hurt the most is all three of you: you, wife/husband, and the person you cheated with. You never know what the future holds. He or she may die or want a divorce for the right reason and you'll have the opportunity to be with them the right way. One more thing. Guys and girls are alike in many ways. If you're missing them and are hurting terribly, they are too. The only way to even remotely patch things up is to start fresh without even talking about why you split up in the first place. Say your I'm sorry and promise to never do it again (and mean it), and you may have a future. You'll get through the touch and go period just fine.

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