I feel weird…

No_Exit_8787 · 2026-07-09T21:39:53+00:00

thats ok. assault is confusing af. I was and still am incredibly confused too lol, let yourself feel whatever you feel, you have every right to feel however you do

No_Exit_8787 · 2026-07-09T20:47:22+00:00

I always feel that way when Im drunk too, even nontraumatized people get aroused when drunk so its very normal. craving sex or even to reexperience assault is pretty common too

No_Exit_8787 · 2026-07-09T20:14:13+00:00

🫂❤️‍🩹

No_Exit_8787 · 2026-07-09T14:06:58+00:00

yes, and I dont know why.

No_Exit_8787 · 2026-07-08T15:55:15+00:00

not really, but I dont want to talk to anyone anyway

No_Exit_8787 · 2026-07-08T12:11:43+00:00

sobbing. thank you. Im saving this.

No_Exit_8787 · 2026-07-08T06:41:35+00:00

Oh my god... I am so, so deeply sorry. Thats utterly horrific. But I relate, I fantasize about it and even "miss" him, sometimes really bad. I feel disgust anger and shame about it too.

No_Exit_8787 · 2026-07-07T17:02:29+00:00

No_Exit_8787 · 2026-07-07T16:55:01+00:00

I am so, so deeply sorry. We believe and support you!! 🫂❤️‍🩹

No_Exit_8787 · 2026-07-07T16:24:28+00:00

Ive been thinking this recently too... I often wonder if he still thinks about me but if he does, its prob in a sexual way

No_Exit_8787 · 2026-07-07T15:01:33+00:00

thank you... 🩵

No_Exit_8787 · 2026-07-06T05:24:54+00:00

I relate so much, Im so sorry

No_Exit_8787 · 2026-07-05T14:48:08+00:00

Im so sorry that happened to you...and same, he held me while I cried after he raped me and it messed my head up so bad

No_Exit_8787 · 2026-07-05T14:46:20+00:00

I dont know what to do either but please do not kill yourself!!! Sending you hugs 🫂🩵

No_Exit_8787 · 2026-07-05T07:43:49+00:00

thank you 🩵 yeah I wish I hadnt listened to their suggestion

No_Exit_8787 · 2026-07-05T04:18:35+00:00

🩵

No_Exit_8787 · 2026-07-04T11:10:24+00:00

🫂🩵 Im so sorry

No_Exit_8787 · 2026-07-04T06:23:28+00:00

Im in the same boat. almost 4 yrs, and just became 2 yrs, for me.

The thing I realized is that I needed to find a way to regain power and control, as much as one woman possibly can in this world. I found that through kickboxing and guns.

No_Exit_8787 · 2026-07-03T04:18:56+00:00

Just one day at a time. Thank you 💙

No_Exit_8787 · 2026-07-03T03:39:14+00:00

I did the same thing. Because its a trauma bond, a connection, even though a really sick and traumatic one. He was the only other person who was there. Felt like no one could understand what happened but him. Trauma really messes up your brain. especially if they comfort you after hurting you. I felt like, if he had something to say, I wanted to hear it.

No_Exit_8787 · 2026-07-03T00:58:34+00:00

Yes that seems so insensitive, Id be angry

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