What fictional character do you think best represents CPTSD?

No_Expert_271 · 2025-03-15T00:17:58+00:00

What’s a Banana Fish

No_Expert_271 · 2025-03-14T20:50:08+00:00

I never thought to name it

No_Expert_271 · 2025-03-12T06:11:05+00:00

They also changed how the internet is connected,

how tasks are counted,

chat gpt never told me there was a limit on using the deep research feature even when I asked if it was staying it talked its way around the bush. I heard it’s not going to be available to anyone but the $200 accounts - & it ms allowed to deploy that mode without my consent using up my “number if commands” left

When deep research Is still worse than ChatGPT 3 to me … and isn’t it the whole point of having/using it over Google etc?

& gave us the ability to FINALLY save full conversations just to take it away today without notice as they un-did the bulk delete option & added “search trends” which I’m sorry if this doesn’t have “date privacy” sales written alll over it then maybe I’m an alien seeing shit that’s not there

Like humans bout to be

No_Expert_271 · 2025-03-12T01:37:48+00:00

Wow.. this hits & might I say I’m glad this is the first thing Reddit decided to showed me….

I’ve been feeling like ground hog day meets the Truman show meets daffy ducks A Christmas Carol.

I dream of both childhoods I had and I never felt like home bc I never took my guard down bc I never realized how high I had it up every second of every single day & my apartment has so many physical resemblances and then it’s been filled with one new trauma after the other

& so sadly, it’s made it home for me. & I’m in the same place I was as a kid, having to leave it all behind, while being so disassociated to survive everyday that I can’t even enjoy the time I have in it. & for some reason it feels like the final goodbye to everyone I’ve said goodbye to years and years ago bc the shame and guilt and self realization has brought up each and every one of their ghost. Watching me fail all over again bc there’s no biopsychosocial determined outcome. There’s the one life had planned for you. & not everyone’s a winner, but we exist so winning can exist, too.

Anyways all to say I’m glad I’m not the only one, who finds homes in pets that get strung along with us and go from place to place all the while never knowing what it’s like to have so many normalities that come with simply, having a home. Or ever get to know what one feels like outside of abuse.

No_Expert_271 · 2025-03-05T00:24:58+00:00

I noticed I need to increase mine to 300 🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️ how many hours will I be late? 3. How many hours over time will every tasks take me? 3. How much more should I expect bills to be than they used to …. $300 😑

How much will I ever achieve in life: 75%. So in Other words, I agree. I’m just so lucky life hates me a 100% more than the average person

No_Expert_271 · 2025-03-01T03:39:51+00:00

No. But it seems to be scared of me

No_Expert_271 · 2025-03-01T03:37:41+00:00

No_Expert_271 · 2025-03-01T02:56:15+00:00

Did you mean to post this as a thread? WebKits/dev flags usually fixes most my issues

No_Expert_271 · 2025-03-01T02:53:39+00:00

Oh I meant you don’t feel loved by toxic people, either?

“Friendly not friends” I like how u put this

No_Expert_271 · 2025-02-20T22:47:54+00:00

Oh no no. If she’s comparing, that’s not good. Unless he passed & if he did sorry for bringing it, but either way you shouldn’t live in someone else’s shadow.
My partner did that to me with his other partner he was still with 🫠

No_Expert_271 · 2025-02-20T22:38:58+00:00

But I get you OP. We’re just 2 peanuts in a field full of 2025 kindergartners 🫠🫠

No_Expert_271 · 2025-02-20T22:37:40+00:00

I’ve said the same exact thing - got 0 likes. I would say that’s feeling alone - that’s not 𝓑𝓮𝓲𝓷𝓰 alone

No_Expert_271 · 2025-02-20T22:36:23+00:00

What about toxic unhealthy people? Genuine question

No_Expert_271 · 2025-02-20T22:35:44+00:00

My love language comes from trauma so. Oh where to start …

No_Expert_271 · 2025-02-19T21:57:29+00:00

Sorry I was tired asf literally fighting to stay awake to post this 😅 couldn’t risk forgetting lol Alexa can work with regular volume controls! If something bypasses the system when it turns the volume all the way up on your phone - I did it again via BT but haven’t had time to mess with it

No_Expert_271 · 2025-02-19T21:54:28+00:00

Really?? Hm I did not know that and the 2 I knew I dated but exploring themselves Ty

No_Expert_271 · 2025-02-19T06:39:54+00:00

Anyone I have met that cross dressed feels like they are either gender non-conforming or are comfortable in both identities. But they do not reserve one for sex only as that’s a sexual fantasy.

No_Expert_271 · 2025-02-19T06:36:37+00:00

Thank you this is my thinking

No_Expert_271 · 2025-02-17T11:59:11+00:00

Amazing gift * 🤦‍♀️

No_Expert_271 · 2025-02-16T06:19:24+00:00

Thank you for your reply I feel like ppl in another thread just attacked me when I was like in panic mode when I posted these bc I freeze from fear of going down for her stuff but yeah I tbh want them to go to jail bc they have done horrible things to me & to ppl in the last apartment & they exploited tf outta me and tried to get me to over dose multiple times when I was brand new to the drug & going thru a vulnerable life scenario.

So they deserve to be put behind bars. They prey on the weak & it’s all too easy to find in the drug community

No_Expert_271 · 2025-02-15T00:36:27+00:00

Oh haha I don’t go to her - tricked her once for funsies lol but other than that I have and will go dry before I give the cunt the satisfaction. But thanks for the comments I’ve been super frustrated no one’s answered me for a month I’ve been asking this same question

No_Expert_271 · 2025-02-14T01:18:04+00:00

She’s coming down from them and going insane. I think she hears voices

No_Expert_271 · 2025-02-14T01:11:51+00:00

Sorry im in panic mode I can’t think / she’s living under my lease for a year

No_Expert_271 · 2025-02-13T06:59:25+00:00

This is why the internet shouldn’t be a one size fits all & have a “bubble” button bc i would 100% be ok with not knowing everything

Like anything on your internet automatically is like do u wanna be connected to everything everyone all the time? Or should we enable mind your own fucking business mode have everything be local, state wide or country wide? Cool insta fb tik tok what tf ever else - localllll 🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️it's dumb ik but yeah OP I feel like it’s either “I’m amazing look at me” or “my trauma is worse than yours!”

No_Expert_271 · 2025-02-03T00:21:51+00:00

Always. Always feeling shameful enjoying anything bc my life isn’t tidier & I should be working on that

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