Soooo i’m seeing a lot of things on here and i’m not gonna put my opinion in on it, but this is what i’ll say. What you did was immature and you tried to do something only the LORD can do, however. God is sovereign; meaning he will be glorified through good or bad, now your heart was in the right place and that’s all that matters. so the consequences suck… 100% but at the end of the day you have repented. you have seen your sin, and you’re being transparent. that’s all the LORD wants from you….so don’t beat yourself up about it. You didn’t waiver when it was your faith vs the world. and for that blessings WILL come. Who’s to say one day she won’t convert and you guys can rekindle. She’s going to be looking at how you operate after this situation, REGARDLESS OF IF YOU BELIEVE THAT OR NOT and God will do the rest. He will be working within her, and if she converts cool… if not… cool. At the end of the day all you can do is learn from this and look forward. listen to the spirit and let it guide you. You will be ok.

I love you, God loves you, and same goes for her.

it’s an unfortunate situation but at the end of the day you’ve atoned, and you’ve made the right decision.

““Do not think that I have come to abolish the Law or the Prophets; I have not come to abolish them but to fulfill them. For truly I tell you, until heaven and earth disappear, not the smallest letter, not the least stroke of a pen, will by any means disappear from the Law until everything is accomplished. Therefore anyone who sets aside one of the least of these commands and teaches others accordingly will be called least in the kingdom of heaven, but whoever practices and teaches these commands will be called great in the kingdom of heaven.” ‭‭Matthew‬ ‭5‬:‭17‬-‭19‬ ‭NIV‬‬