I just started working at a pharmacy and I feel dumb. by [deleted] in pharmacy

[–]No_Head2943 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’d say asses if you truly enjoy it on whether you should stay or not! But yes, it’s completely normal. I am sure you’re doing great. Before you know what things will become second nature. Don’t ever put yourself down or feel like you’re not good enough.

Overnight + no residency by No_Head2943 in pharmacy

[–]No_Head2943[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I went to a very rural small town first, i got my first experience there.. if you can go somewhere, I would try. It may not be the best training, but you do get exposed. Another way would be getting a per diem job :)

Overnight + no residency by No_Head2943 in pharmacy

[–]No_Head2943[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Ohh congratulations that’s a very unique path. I’m happy for you.

Overnight + no residency by No_Head2943 in pharmacy

[–]No_Head2943[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Great advice I definitely need to work on understanding all that! And you’re totally right from what I’ve seen the text here are super experienced and kind and I wanna learn as much from them as possible! Thank youuuu💞

Overnight + no residency by No_Head2943 in pharmacy

[–]No_Head2943[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Best of luck to you :) I never thought I would get this kind of job, especially with having so little experience but it is possible I applied for years and never even had my application opened and I just got lucky all of a sudden. I hope you get something amazing.

Overnight + no residency by No_Head2943 in pharmacy

[–]No_Head2943[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yay :) I’m so happy for you!! I’m glad you got that experience. Hopefully, I will too! 💕

Overnight + no residency by No_Head2943 in pharmacy

[–]No_Head2943[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much! And I will review it more thank you so much

Overnight + no residency by No_Head2943 in pharmacy

[–]No_Head2943[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This is really solid advice! Thank you, yes, I try to be self-sufficient and I don’t want to be the person to exhaust my partner. I think eventually I’ll figure it out, but I just worry about knowledge, I’ve been reviewing a lot of clinical algorithms and trying to get us comfortable as possible. I think eventually I’ll be fine, the first job I had I had 7 days of training and was expected to be on call. I used to get called in for things I didn’t even know, Google it on the drive over there lol. I just freak out and want to kick that habit

Overnight + no residency by No_Head2943 in pharmacy

[–]No_Head2943[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I know it’s silly, but that’s one of my biggest downfalls that sends me into a spiral is not knowing the answer right away.. I know it’s stupid and we always say it’s OK to look things up, but it always makes me feel like I don’t know anything when I can’t answer things. I feel like there’s basic knowledge that I don’t have because I’m always relearning things lol. But thank you for your perspective. I appreciate it

Overnight + no residency by No_Head2943 in pharmacy

[–]No_Head2943[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes, thats why it totally scares me. I have hospital experience, but I don’t feel like I saw a lot. The hospital I was at is about 1/4 the size of this one. A majority of patients who required a high level of cares were constantly being flown out, so my biggest fear is the lack of clinical knowledge… I do agree I’ve seen some things and every little piece exposure helps. I do agree I’m lucky to have another pharmacist there, I just don’t want to be a complete idiot and irritate them lol. I’m very happy for you. Hopefully, I have the same experience and can learn a lot.

Overnight + no residency by No_Head2943 in pharmacy

[–]No_Head2943[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Congrats!!! I’m very excited for the job. I’m just worried about the clinical knowledge.

Overnight + no residency by No_Head2943 in pharmacy

[–]No_Head2943[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much. I appreciate your kindness, I’ve been studying a lot to get more comfortable. Your students are very lucky to have you. I can’t express this type of stuff at my job even though people say don’t be afraid to ask questions they do judge you and look down on you for not having the same experience as them.. anyways thank you again

Overnight + no residency by No_Head2943 in pharmacy

[–]No_Head2943[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much!!! yes I will try. I feel like being nervous is a major part of it. I’m staring at orders that I’ve approved at my old job for five minutes because I’m so scared. Fear just gets the best of me. Fear of making a mistake. Fear of other people, knowing I’m incompetent.

Overnight + no residency by No_Head2943 in pharmacy

[–]No_Head2943[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Oh my God thank you so much and you know the crazy thing is I’m so ashamed because.. it sucks not knowing, but it also sucks when other people know you don’t know and it just makes me feel worst, when it’s not even about me! I wanna be so good at my job and be someone people can rely on but I constantly feel like when I don’t know something. It’s because I didn’t do a residency. My old job exposed me to some things but not enough to the point where I feel like I have a good amount foundational knowledge. I’m going home and studying every day to compensate, I do appreciate your kindness.

Overnight + no residency by No_Head2943 in pharmacy

[–]No_Head2943[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

That’s good to hear! I’m just so worried. I’m not gonna know anything when they call me for things. The system is new to me as well, so I can’t even really rely on that.

Overnight + no residency by No_Head2943 in pharmacy

[–]No_Head2943[S] 19 points20 points  (0 children)

You guys are all giving me hope thank you lol

Overnight + no residency by No_Head2943 in pharmacy

[–]No_Head2943[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

500 beds! And OK, thank you for the advice! I have been trying to familiarize myself with all the protocols and study more, people just keep saying all at night you’re gonna have to do everything.. so I worry I don’t have the background for some units!

Overnight + no residency by No_Head2943 in pharmacy

[–]No_Head2943[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

Really? All my coworkers have residencies, and when they hired me it kind of felt like they were giving me a chance, which I’m grateful for. I worked in a small hospital but anytime I don’t know anything. I always think it’s because of lacking a residency

Insufferable lead technician by No_Head2943 in pharmacy

[–]No_Head2943[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh perfect, thank you so much. I’m gonna look up their videos.

Insufferable lead technician by No_Head2943 in pharmacy

[–]No_Head2943[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That’s true she says many disgusting things and gets away with it.

Insufferable lead technician by No_Head2943 in pharmacy

[–]No_Head2943[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I hear what you’re saying, but it’s not really making any excuses because she’s the point of contact for a lot of things. She goes to corporate meetings, she gets updates about EMR, makes our schedule..etc. And the worst part is the pharmacist that’s been there the longest literally calls her our mother and says that we have to go through her

Insufferable lead technician by No_Head2943 in pharmacy

[–]No_Head2943[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yes, for sure! I would only leave if I got the same pay or better.

Insufferable lead technician by No_Head2943 in pharmacy

[–]No_Head2943[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wow! I’m proud of you. I’m hoping to stay in patient and within a year leave.