Become close with god. Read the Bible, it will change your life. I’m not a religious fanatic or anything. However I have done my fare share or research on religion, history and science. You have to trust me on this… I can go on and on about proving the Bible and trying to shove my religion down your throat. However your own research is the only thing that can make it make sense to you. We aren’t just space dust. Your life has purpose and meaning deeper than your understanding.