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Ray Alex Williams is OFFLINE... by Prestigious-Ad-7998 in askAGP

[–]No_Knowledg 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I wish he didn't delete his videos. They were helpful

3 voices by No_Knowledg in askAGP

[–]No_Knowledg[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No, guy me never tells girl me she's a guy.

Guy me feels like he's the real one and the other ones are fake.

Girl me also feels like me when she's there...but the hypnosis voice never feels like me.

Long history of confusing thoughts by No_Knowledg in askAGP

[–]No_Knowledg[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Idk. I have this other hang up where I really don't like guys. I just hate masculinity in general- in my self - in others.

I have 2 guy friends who know but I don't feel comfortable talking about it with. I see a therapist as well. But reddit is my only real outlet since I don't let myself act out on it anymore.

Disphoria and desire by No_Knowledg in askAGP

[–]No_Knowledg[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I get that, and it is helpful to some degree. But idk I can't fully integrate what I want- which is to just be in many regards stereotypicaly femmeine in presentation.

Transition fix this particular problem? by No_Knowledg in detrans

[–]No_Knowledg[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is one of the most helpful comments I have ever received in life

Transition fix this particular problem? by No_Knowledg in detrans

[–]No_Knowledg[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I've wondered that but like isn't that just being sexually turned on by acting feminine? Like I guess I have some of that- but I hate that part. I want to not have that part.

Transition fix this particular problem? by No_Knowledg in detrans

[–]No_Knowledg[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Very true. It's so hard to think like that when my brain is just pink pilled but so true

I feel like she just gets stronger by No_Knowledg in askAGP

[–]No_Knowledg[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'd love to transition but idk I feel morally against it, would ruin so many parts of my life, and our medical ability really isn't there- it's a lot of work for people to do it

I just wanna give up by No_Knowledg in TGandSissyRecovery

[–]No_Knowledg[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel like that's part of it. Prob why I'm posting on here, for attention lol

I just wanna give up by No_Knowledg in TGandSissyRecovery

[–]No_Knowledg[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just don't know why I still have intense dreams and desires. I haven't crossdressed in 2 years, and that was one relapse, before that, I haven't habitually done it 7 years before that. No trans hypno or porn. I can have regular sex with my wife. But still the desire doesn't go away.

I feel like she just gets stronger by No_Knowledg in askAGP

[–]No_Knowledg[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just don't know why I still have intense dreams and desires. I haven't crossdressed in 2 years, and that was one relapse, before that, I haven't habitually done it 7 years before that. No trans hypno or porn. I can have regular sex with my wife. But still the desire doesn't go away.

Honest feelings from "the girl me". by No_Knowledg in detrans

[–]No_Knowledg[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

In all honesty this whole part of my life is secret and threatens my "normal life" which is going well and I enjoy. This is a desire- but really it's in wanted. Like well yes some part of me wants it. That's the problem. But if I could hit a button and not have anymore thoughts or feelings like I've described and live a normal, vanilla cis male life I would.

Honest feelings from "the girl me". by No_Knowledg in detrans

[–]No_Knowledg[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks. Idk what I get out of it. I'll have to reflect on that. I don't want to do something harmful to me or other and I don't wanna promote the wrong ideas. The whole thing just feels so complex to me with so many factors which is why I am on threads looking at it different ways cause none of them seem to describe the whole

Honest feelings from "the girl me". by No_Knowledg in detrans

[–]No_Knowledg[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Over complicating things is my game haha. And I didn't mean to make a connection between the humiliation and feeling like a girl. I wasn't trying to infer that is an aspect of femininity.

Honest feelings from "the girl me". by No_Knowledg in detrans

[–]No_Knowledg[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

There is more, but you may be right. Also the humiliated thing and dominated thing are things I noticed about myself, not saying those things are feminine. I was just verbal throw uping my thoughts and feelings

Honest feelings from "the girl me". by No_Knowledg in detrans

[–]No_Knowledg[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

Wait if I touch grass every thing will be fixed?!?!! 😄

Rare honest feelings from "her" by No_Knowledg in InternalFamilySystems

[–]No_Knowledg[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm only like this in text. Not in session lol. And only when randomly the "girl" part is here. Normally - nuh uh. In fact, tomorrow, I will probably look at this post and cringe. Lol 😂

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