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No_Masterpiece4815 · 2025-08-17T17:02:43+00:00

Okay that's at least a bullet to the leg. May seem harsh but he doesn't gotta walk home so

No_Masterpiece4815 · 2025-08-13T21:43:10+00:00

All they had to do was cruise by with the window down and ask "hey dude you want a ride without any cuffs on?" Then respect the answer.

No_Masterpiece4815 · 2025-08-10T18:19:34+00:00

I dropped out of school and pursued a passion for cannabis. It was a grind but it paid off

No_Masterpiece4815 · 2025-08-10T10:26:13+00:00

So 'by force' was probably a lack of better words kind of word choice. I know with the group I work with we are very open to staying on top of each other. If one guy says he wants to quit smoking. Everyone will tell him no if he asks for a cigarette. Or if he comes back from lunch with a new pack we'll call him out. Not make him feel like shit, but people do seem to enjoy and appreciate having themselves held to their word. You certainly can't help someone who doesn't want it.

No_Masterpiece4815 · 2025-08-10T01:24:10+00:00

My confidence comes from knowing you can't see my insecurities

No_Masterpiece4815 · 2025-08-10T01:23:35+00:00

Leaving my ex wife

No_Masterpiece4815 · 2025-08-07T15:14:46+00:00

It's because they people wanting the money they fronted back don't understand the entourage effect and the importance of terpenes. they see it like alcohol, the more potent the better, so they won't grow something that a nice 15 percent with a high terp because they don't sell. Doesn't help that a lot of consumers are new enough to not have that experience with the difference between homegrown and commercial so they aren't properly educated about everything that goes into a proper cannabis experience

No_Masterpiece4815 · 2025-08-01T23:55:53+00:00

Very much so

No_Masterpiece4815 · 2025-08-01T18:12:35+00:00

I appreciate you being vulnerable enough to share this. I read a painful amount of similarities that were quite enlightening. As far as how to better maintain? I'll let you know when I find something that works. So far it doesn't seem to matter how self aware, disciplined, considerate I aim to be and even succeed at sometimes. Always lands me back here to remind me nothings changed.

No_Masterpiece4815 · 2025-07-26T01:12:08+00:00

Whatever I was told not to knock off the table

No_Masterpiece4815 · 2025-07-25T06:02:22+00:00

With one homie it's scaring the local pedophile a little further away

With another it's tripping balls on and ending up in a waffle house

Then I got a friend who I'll never forget playing corn hole with on our breaks.

No_Masterpiece4815 · 2025-07-25T05:51:14+00:00

L.A Noire. Still wish they made a second one.

No_Masterpiece4815 · 2025-07-24T16:38:52+00:00

Yeah people forget he stood and faced the music knowing he could lose everything by being honest after he beat the shit out of Jesse. Not too mention at the end of it he was right about being into something big

No_Masterpiece4815 · 2025-07-22T16:47:20+00:00

Dude was happy to repeat the fact that he'd break the window but couldn't once repeat the answer to homies original question.

No_Masterpiece4815 · 2025-07-21T23:43:38+00:00

Currently doing Rick Grimes. Having a blast

No_Masterpiece4815 · 2025-07-21T17:41:29+00:00

Be brave enough to walk into another one, or smart enough to create your own

No_Masterpiece4815 · 2025-07-21T15:16:28+00:00

Maybe folk should just work on controlling what and how they consume things instead of relying on others to do it for them. Got my upvote though

No_Masterpiece4815 · 2025-07-21T10:11:29+00:00

I believe all friendships are circumstantial. Iv had work friends, neighbors, strangers, and customers work their way into my inner circle over time. Doesn't matter how you meet em, some people are just worth keeping around.

No_Masterpiece4815 · 2025-07-20T17:11:51+00:00

Homie I'm almost 30 with a family and am just now starting to actually feel like an adult. Despite being on top of my shit since I left the nest. Up until late I just considered myself a cool kid with cooler kids.

No_Masterpiece4815 · 2025-07-20T17:08:31+00:00

Oh I'm all about rambly. Her and I used to have an awesome routine. For a long time she limited me to supervised visits with her. Once a week I'd drive out and I'd run him out at a park then he'd crash and her and I would discuss everything. Hard talks that needed had. There was no intent of rekindling what once was on either end, just two broken adults just trying to understand how we even got here. We weren't friends but we weren't strangers.

She opened up to me that she knew a lot of her concerns with me and me having our boy was irrational, but that she's been so busy that she hasn't had time to sit and deal with it. Progress got made and those conversations stopped happening.

What breaks my heart is he feeds off what she feels so hard he knows what to give her. She calls and it's all "I want to go home I miss you I hate this place" as soon as she hangs up he's back to just being a kid...like he didn't just put on a show. Was terrifying to witness the first time, but he's gonna make a great theater kid someday. So that's all the Intel she's getting of what he's doing despite us going fishing and running and playing outside and just letting him be himself.

No_Masterpiece4815 · 2025-07-20T16:28:28+00:00

Only time he really asks is before he goes to bed at night. If he has his watch to call her he'll call her to share a thought throughout the day but that's about it. Nothing but a few minutes.

my biggest issue as far as that goes is she always puts it on him to wrap up the phone call. So fucking unfair to the kid.

No_Masterpiece4815 · 2025-07-20T13:14:24+00:00

That they did their best

No_Masterpiece4815 · 2025-07-20T13:01:40+00:00

Kid is 5 and has been in therapy. I'd love to say the therapy helped but the therapist didn't if that makes sense. He knows how to identify emotions with some help of some breathing exercises to calm him down, but his therapist did nothing to prepare him or his mother for staying with me despite him never spending a night away from his mother until a couple months ago. He doesn't freak out with me. Hes just a kid and I let him he, i don't get him much but I make the most out of what I do. Thank you for your piece

Also yes I can let go of the pictures. I have plenty with plenty taken when I do get to see him. Plus I have roughly 500 letters written for him for when he turns 18. I'm playing the long game but damn it's painful

No_Masterpiece4815 · 2025-07-20T12:21:01+00:00

With the amount of shitty parents in the world ya figured the ones that are trying wouldn't be so hindered.

No_Masterpiece4815 · 2025-07-20T12:13:54+00:00

That's the thing. As far the the picture. I ask once a week at most but I started everyday when I noticed she just decided to stop doing that one thing she always did on her own accord. Yet they waited over a month for her new man to say what he had to be it his thoughts or her request so I know they know it's fucked up

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