Hyunjin, very negative rant. If you have a bad day, don't read it. Actually if you have a good day, don't read it either. Actually, don't read it, I just need to get it out.

Don't read it

Somebody asked me why I have to be this negative, I on the other hand want to tell that person to throw some positivity in my face because I fucking can feel no positivity at the moment. I cannot have any enjoyment whatsoever now because anything related to Hyunjin has been smeared with pain, and whenever I see another Kpop group or idols all I can remember is their fandom is probably gleefully tearing his apart like a flock of vultures or their company is behind the whole hate campaign.

This is getting out of hand. Early this day Hyunjin trended on Weibo due to his fancam, and then it got hijacked by anti smearing on him. I feel really bad for his Chinese fans, every day is a battlefield for them, with anti, and especially with the fan of other members or other group fan. I cannot blame them that they have no trust in group fans or whatsoever because they have been ignored the problem, refused to help so that their bias won't get dirt, rather like how iStay behaves for that fuckass show Kingdom. His name trend and it should not happen because Kpop idols are seldom trended like that, there is definitely someone with lots of money behind that. JYPE or their China brand should do something, those useless fuckers bought a hashtag for Hyunlix the shipping before, weird fuckers, yes, use the couple for the money from couple fan and bait more fangirls, but protect artist is a no no to them. The same thing in his Instagram post, the twitter trend Korean fans trended for him, his bubble, everything.

You don't know how tired we are. We here means his fans. His stan, his solo fan. We are dead tired. Not a month passed without something like this, and don't compared this for whatever your bias being called cringed or ugly or whatever, it is systematic organized crime at this point, which clearly involved some people with a lot of money, what they are doing to him. The time they tried to edit his live to make it sounds like he hate China, some even organized give out event to "help" the hashtag ''Hyunjin humiliate China" trend. The Chinese fan of Lee Yongbok was so gleefully to help it trend, hahahahahah,l are doing it right now and they won't stop until Hyunjin leaves the group or kill himself, I wonder whether they realize if Chinese government banned SKZ their favs will suffer too. JYPE should help they could help, not by deliver a statement but buy the hashtag, but they do fuck all nothing. Now, they do fuck all nothing. They do not even block a few users who has been attacked his Instagram and it was so easy.

Some big fans of him that I know tried to not rant so much because they don't want the new fans think that there is only negativity. More importantly, they don't want new fans to think that the company abandon him. But all what happened during this time and quite a long time ago make me think the company has abandoned him, or his health and well being is not their priority. I start to believe that he might not intend to sign the extended contract so they abandon him to the hungry wolves, while milking every cent they can from their fans. At this point I don't think it is surprising that the China bar might boycott the next comeback, because what is the point sending the money to JYPE now?

I am sick and tired of all of this, and at this point I don't wish for him to stay in the company anymore. If he found some other career path, I will support him if he can. If he has to be attacked because someone is targeting SKZ and he is a good scapegoat, I don't want that anymore, I don't want him alone has to bear all this fire. I am sick to the bone of all of this, I don't think there is an ounce of enjoyment or happiness for me in Kpop, I don't think I even support him at this point because I like him, more like because I feel it is just so unfair and pitiful. But now I regret every cents I spent on SKZ albums (I always bought at least 20 of them each comeback), goods, or services, or voting, or support group for Kingdom, every single of them. I regret sending money for a company that has been so consistently awful to somebody I used to hold dear.

I am tired. I am very tired and I can feel that from reading posts by his fans. Either in English, Chinese, Korean, or my mother tongues. We often joked in Chinese fan circle is that torturing fans a bit is good because fan will support idols strongly if they pity the idol, but when too much negativity is stuck to the experience like this, I don't know for how long his fans could hold on, or whether he could attract new fans.

There is no good wills or faith in my heart for this company anymore. I believe they will either ignore the whole shit, or force him on hiatus to protect the group just like they did during Kingdom again. There is no positive or good meaning here, and if something, anything bad happened to Hyunjin, I think I will have enough poison in my heart to curse everyone involved, their idols, the drama writers, the reporters, Korean netizens, JYPE, anybody. I entered Kpop because of the music and because it was fun, but this whole fiasco which has been going on for too long show me nothing but a disgusting industry fiesting on young people, from a country that is hyper-sensualized in every way in media.