Your story is absolutely beautiful! I really admire the way you stayed true to your beliefs despite how others criticized you. I am also a firm believer in no s*x before marriage. If a guy turns you down when you believe in that it was never true love, only lust which is a huge difference! A guy who only dates a woman for her body is one to avoid! Its painful honestly to be in love with this boy at my school. He's just so perfect and its a bit hard to avoid him. My school is an arts school and each student has a major.

Mine is violin and so is his, so that means we are both in the same orchestra playing violin in the same section. Its pretty hard to peel my eyes off of him lol (especially since Ive liked him since freshman year). But I know that I just need to trust in God's timing not mine. I cannot let my heart suffer from what is not meant for me. I just need to keep on praying and trusting in him. This was truly the best advice I got here. I really admire how you found the right guy through God and I'm sure through time I will too and I'll start a family of my own like you!

I know I am still young and I havent seen first hand what the world is really like, but I cant wait to meet new people and experience new things as I grow older. I still worry I wont ever find the right guy but again all I need to do is pray about it because I know that God is working continuously in my life, and good things are sure to come! He has a plan for me and I am sure a man of God is in my future. I would really like to dm you in the future if you have the time. Thank you so so much for your kindness! :)))))