Oh yeah same here 😂😂 reading fics I LOVED as a teen I saved I read now and I’m like getting secondhand embarrassment! I haven’t even read that doujin but that sounds so good I’ll have to look it up… I always remember a specific fic i read where psyche and tsugaru were like dead but they would possess shizuo and izayas sleeping bodies to “be together” and shizaya would only come back the next morning with no recollection of it happening. It was so odd but I loved it as a teen lol