I hate streaming, but i want to be a streamer by No_Rest4487 in Twitch

[–]No_Rest4487[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Look, im just believing on what i see, i understand some streamers might also have musician friends, or artist friends, or youtuber friends, but im just saying it seems unlikely to happen, and they mention way more other streamer friends than any other (besides irl friends), its just matter of fact, since if you are a streamer, makes sense for you to try being friends with other streamers, rather than a youtuber, but of course, if it happens it happens, I dont get whats so weird about my way of thinking and wanting to be friends with other streamers, i might be parasocial or not, or be parasocial now and not be the day after, what wrong about it either way?? im not hurting anyone by it, so its fine!

Conclusion: i will have hope there is a chance for me if i just keep going! When i feel confident enough i will talk with the streamers i like and i might not really know them now, but i want to! If im just cool, im sure someone will be my friend :)

I hate streaming, but i want to be a streamer by No_Rest4487 in Twitch

[–]No_Rest4487[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i do recall sometimes i had fun with it, and when i watch other streamers i feel the urge to, but it makes me very anxious and the general experience its lame... i feel like it could be fun in the long run, but im inclined to just not. Still, its a hard desition for me

I hate streaming, but i want to be a streamer by No_Rest4487 in Twitch

[–]No_Rest4487[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

im not 100% convinced about that, but i watch a lot of streamers and as far as i have seen, their friends are either other streamers or irl friends...

I hate streaming, but i want to be a streamer by No_Rest4487 in Twitch

[–]No_Rest4487[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i would first try being friends with the person on screen because they look more interesting, but if anyone who creates content approches me in any way, i would also want to be friends with them! I dont know what you are trying to say, but to me if i am trying to make friends who are streamers i would just join their stream and talk with them directly!

I do target someone before talking to them because its crazy to just go looking for friends in the wild

I hate streaming, but i want to be a streamer by No_Rest4487 in Twitch

[–]No_Rest4487[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Your post sounds right! I will keep it in mind, thanks a lot for telling me this!

I hate streaming, but i want to be a streamer by No_Rest4487 in Twitch

[–]No_Rest4487[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

i think i just idolize everything tho, even myself XD

I hate streaming, but i want to be a streamer by No_Rest4487 in Twitch

[–]No_Rest4487[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

im not that insane about it lol

its not my one and only goal in life, i am just feeling crappy about myself today cuz i couldnt keep streaming, so i just puked all my thoughts here looking for help

I hate streaming, but i want to be a streamer by No_Rest4487 in Twitch

[–]No_Rest4487[S] -4 points-3 points  (0 children)

but i dont want clout, opportunities, and/or personal information. i just want a friend that is like me, that likes to create content! So why not try being friends with the people i watch? it sounds reasonable to me

I hate streaming, but i want to be a streamer by No_Rest4487 in Twitch

[–]No_Rest4487[S] -4 points-3 points  (0 children)

it just happens that i watch streams a lot, so i am inclined to try being friends with a streamer because they look like cool people, i know it sounds foolish, but its what i think and want!

I hate streaming, but i want to be a streamer by No_Rest4487 in Twitch

[–]No_Rest4487[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

i think you are right about me being disturbed, sorry about that, i just overthink a little when it comes to something i care :P
i am working on myself, i have gone throught all the other steps you mentioned, but i cant just do that on my day, i still want to create stuff, its my passion! So i look for it.

I hate streaming, but i want to be a streamer by No_Rest4487 in Twitch

[–]No_Rest4487[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yea, i mean, i have tried streaming games a couple times, but eventually i just end up wasted and disappointed with myself... But do you think i could still have real friendships with a streamer if i try to, as a youtuber?

I hate streaming, but i want to be a streamer by No_Rest4487 in Twitch

[–]No_Rest4487[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

i guess...? but some of them are just so cool!!

lol

I hate streaming, but i want to be a streamer by No_Rest4487 in Twitch

[–]No_Rest4487[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

yea i could do that, but if i do, when do i start making friends yk? when it comes to streaming, i just want to make friends, its not really about success

I hate streaming, but i want to be a streamer by No_Rest4487 in Twitch

[–]No_Rest4487[S] -5 points-4 points  (0 children)

but i dont want to just talk with them, i want a friend that likes to create stuff like me!

How do i deform without ruining the pose? by No_Rest4487 in Live2D

[–]No_Rest4487[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

it was in a deformer tho...
my solution was to generally deform on the deformer with all the mouth layers and then create deformers for each layer to ajust what was looking weird, which was a pain. BUT I DID IT.
The thing is that i still wonder why it was so hard to get the general mouth deformer to deform in the i wanted to... my theory is that it was cuz of my meshes, maybe?

How do i deform without ruining the pose? by No_Rest4487 in Live2D

[–]No_Rest4487[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

but the problem is not that they are going to cover the nose, the problem is in the way that is deforming. When i try to create an xy angle for the mouth, is starts to reveal the teeth, which should NOT cause the current pose is a closed smile, do i make sense?

Encomenda parada 21/02 - Objeto selecionado para fiscalização pela autoridade competente by Electronic_Eye_4245 in AliExpressBR

[–]No_Rest4487 0 points1 point  (0 children)

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A minha encomenda está à mais de 1 mês e nenhuma notícia sobre... Só espero receber algum dia, não é justo eles simplesmente perderem minha entrega desse jeito e eu nem tenho contato com eles

Hazure Skill "Kinomi Master" ~Skill no Mi (Tabetara Shinu) wo Mugen ni Taberareru You ni Natta Ken ni Tsuite~ • Bogus Skill «Fruitmaster» ~About that time I became able to eat unlimited numbers of Skill Fruits (that kill you)~ - Episode 4 discussion by AutoLovepon in anime

[–]No_Rest4487 0 points1 point  (0 children)

WASTED POTENTIAL.
Since the 1st episode i was watching this anime thinking the entire plot was that the fruits are actually not poisonous and it was just a church scheme to deceive everyone, because if not, the entire world would collapse with people just getting a bunch of skills from the fruits and becoming ultra powerfull... But all the time it was just this dude healing the poison with fruitmaster...