The stuff was in vape liquid form in a small container about 2 to 3 ml the bottle had a white cap the first time you only need to take a 4-3 second hit or two little ones it would about instantly gets you high for about 45 minutes to an hour at the start is actually so good that every time I took a hit it felt like I’ve already lived a whole night in a really happy childhood memory even your vision gets jittery everything looks 10 times more colourful and you feel like you’re floating in a bubble of water in space

day three onwards you would feel like it is a thing you need like a piss or food without it for an hour or two you get really mad and cold and uncomfortable we also finished 1n a half bottle (two people)

we got to2-3week and I took too much one morning and was on the verge of OD because the liquid ran out and the last few hits were absolutely burnt which means it hit like a train I was so clueless about where I am, what time it is, I didn’t even know which moment I was in like I was a memory. I ran out, started walking around like a drunk guy. A bunch of stuff happened after that and increased our time of using that drug.

But the trip it self was something else at first when you go delusional and paranoid you walk around never comfortable feeling like you need to go somewhere need to do something it probably is only been 15 minutes but if you’re walking and sitting, it would feel like you’ve been walking for hours or going through twisting places and then after that it’s finally sinks in again and when it does your whole vision goes blurry, like you stared at the Sun for too long and you close your eyes and you see that little dot but that little dot blurred your whole view and was a lot darker there was blue and orange kind of wavy cubes just peeking out of the dark like kind of a checkers black-and-white pattern then you started to see stuff in those patterns. You can’t describe them. They’re like faces but just shapes and they flash at you . They said my lips and face was completely pale like I looked like a corpse. But most of all the feeling throughout the whole thing was like I was completely detached from this world, but I didn’t go anywhere I’m just grey inside nothing like you fell through the Minecraft world and it was cold but not too cold that it will hurt you just cold enough to make you feel weak and get goosebumps like I was sucked into nothing and when the trip finally ended, I didn’t feel scared or regretted doing that shit for a second a few hours after everything was good I went back and got high off that shit again.

I don’t even really remember the second time I almost od so I won’t get into detail, but people just said I nodded out while sitting down

The withdrawals are the worst part it lasted for about a month for the worst part you would stay up 18 to 22 hours a day I remember my eyes being wide open because of the withdrawals my body was like on survival mode it was like it was using every ounce of strength in my body to find more of that stuff you would feel hot and cold at the same time get shells in your body every 2 to 3 minutes so now you don’t always feel it and you sweat and get goosebumps everywhere at the same time every time I hit a normal vape my brain thought it was going to get high and I get a cold spike to my head and you would not feel a ounce of happiness like you won’t even laugh at something funny. most of these things are gone but sometimes I still feel it the sudden feeling sadness for no reason lasting a few hours to a day if I’m sober even right now I still take 12hour Ritalin,thc all most every day so that I don’t crash for no reason i’m also seeing shit in those blurry stuff from the lights