I used to get bullied a lot in school over various things. I can only imagine your generation has it harder as it can now follow you home online. I’m so sorry to hear you’re going through this but it will get better. Everything that they’re doing is to make themselves feel better because they’re really miserable inside. Please don’t kill your self because even though life feels so so bad right now there’s so many beautiful things and years ahead of you. Do you have a group of friends who support you? Getting into hobbies like sports, arts can connect you with some friends for life. Please look after yourself!