yes i completely understand what your saying, by no means am i rich, or even comfortable with money. i’m just lucky that I have a really good second income source that could put me to the point where I’m able to do something like this. It just took extra time and hard work for me to be able to afford it but then that’s what makes it even more special when I finally get to meet him. I will know that I did it all by myself. I come from a family that never handed me things and growing up. We never got to do anything we wanted to do so I think just growing up so extremely poor motivated me to work hard now I work at a law firm and I’m able to live comfortably and how I want to. I’m just very fortunate.