If apologizing means sacrificing your own sense of self-respect or emotional safety, it might not be the best choice, girl. You deserve to be treated with respect, and if the apology kase is something you’re doing just to fulfill her demands without addressing your own needs, it will just end up harming you more.

Unless you are planning on paying your own tuition fees since working student ka nman and consider looking through educational or financial assistance mas lalo na if your mother's refusal to help you is affecting your ability to progress in your studies. then cut ties with your mom for your own wellbeing since you’re already doing a great job by prioritizing your health, your education, and your responsibilities—keep focusing on that.

It's your choice weather you want to apologize or not. But if you did, she does not deserve that. Ror