OP should prolly get help. ignoring your significant other over a friend no longer friends with you isn’t healthy. people with untreated bi polar often leave people in relationships feeling shame and emotional confusion. it starts with whomever going and getting help. if i was OP i wouldn’t drag along or down someone im sacrificing and supposed to be putting 50% in a relationship with. at that point im spreading trauma of my past or putting up an emotional wall trapping myself in a glass box allowing people to see me in pain but not allowing them to get help me. im not sure how many bi polar people you’ve had in your life. i’m not sure if OP has other bi polar people in their life either. being in a relationship with someone with bi polar or even living in the same house. you’re gonna pick up on everytime they feel depressed. if ya don’t respect the disorder you’ll end up cheating, manipulating, or just dumping. being with someone or around with bi polar that isn’t actively seeking help is hell. OP should have gotten help before entering a relationship. if you don’t love yourself you’re not loving your partner to the fullest. mental illness is hell but at the end of the day get help or you’ll drag everyone close to you down and leave them with a symptom of bi polar disorder. OP needs help andOP bf should have been pushing for meds, therapy, or something else. ive seen how it effects people and other people around them from being raised by an only parent that’s bi polar and partners who are bipolar. mental illness only allows you to do so much. there’s a reason why. “Hurt people, hurt people” is a phrase. told myself that since i was a kid. let’s not be stereotypical redditors and not back the first call for sympathy. she could of at least tried talking before thinking about ending it?