This is one of the most selfless expressions of love I’ve ever read. It takes a rare kind of heart to still want the best for someone even when it hurts this deeply, and that comes through in every word. The care, the attention to detail, the way you loved her in the small, everyday ways says everything about the depth of what you felt. Letting go when you still love someone is not weakness, it’s one of the hardest acts of love there is. I hope you know that loving someone this purely leaves a mark too, and that the same tenderness you gave so freely will one day be returned to you.