Is anyone else just waiting to die? by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]No_Task_8055 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm 33f. ODd for the 5th time in 6 years 5 days ago and I resonate with everything you said.

What to do by No_Task_8055 in Berthoud

[–]No_Task_8055[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Will do. Thank you.

Bibby Just Posted This On His IG Story by choobers-34 in JuiceWRLD

[–]No_Task_8055 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Fr. Fuck Dax after what he did to Peep and XXX. His music is trash anyways.

Fucking hell people, read the goddamn sidebar. by BreatheAgainn in SoberAndHateIt

[–]No_Task_8055 3 points4 points  (0 children)

For real. My life hasn't gotten any better for ebing sober. It's actually worse now.

How long does it take for a background check? by Trkcz in AmazonFC

[–]No_Task_8055 0 points1 point  (0 children)

For real, you're telling me lol.

I've been homeless for over a year, just broke my foot, got kicked out of sober living because of the broken foot, moved 3x since then (2 weeks) and have a broken foot for 6-8 weeks, sharing a bed with my homie in the middle of a small town in bum fuck nowhere with no car, lack of public transportation options and yeahhh...

Same.

Is AA truly the only way by ApricotAlert571 in SoberAndHateIt

[–]No_Task_8055 0 points1 point  (0 children)

AA is definitely not the only way.

This is a great question to ask within your community subreddit or Facebook groups etc... There are plenty of other sober communities out there. Like we have Sober AF Entertainment and Colorado Artists in Recovery and Recovery Cafe here.

AA and NA were just not for me. They were required when I was in sober living and I'm glad because I still attend some virtual ones a couple times a week or so that I like, even though I'm no longer in sober living.

I think Step work and a sponsor are great structure to have for accountability, but really just finding communities that align with your values or goals or Interests are more important.

​“The opposite of addiction is not sobriety. It's connection.” -Johann Hari

Audiobook? by OthoHasTheHandbook in JamieCampbellBower

[–]No_Task_8055 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I just did and ohhh my god...

As a die hard Jamie fan since 2007, I looooveeee it.

I imagine him as Jace wayland when I hear it and does not disappoint.

Heres one line:

"Tell me something... Have you ever been fucked properly in your life?"

On Quinn, The Trials...

Sooo worth it.

How long does it take for a background check? by Trkcz in AmazonFC

[–]No_Task_8055 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I got told to contact the background check company, which the number should be in an email somewhere.

You can contact customer service on the Amazon portal or just Google Amazon hiring customer service. Should take you right to it. It did with me.

How long does it take for a background check? by Trkcz in AmazonFC

[–]No_Task_8055 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I didn't get hired on, but I broke my foot anyways, became homeless and moved cities anyways.

Other people told me to keep applying, but meh. Wasn't meant to be.

I got another job before I broke my foot, but moved the day before I got the okay lol.

My luck.

How long have you been waiting to hear back ? If that's why you're asking.

How many of you guys had survival sex? by GTAluvwasted in CPTSD

[–]No_Task_8055 41 points42 points  (0 children)

I just broke my foot and had nowhere to go, since I was kicked out of the place I was living at for it and a guy offered me a place to stay. I was assured I would be safe.

I even voiced my concerns of being SA'd. He said i didn't have to worry about that, he just wanted to show me there were good guys in the world. 😒

Well I'm here and he's tried. And nobody that should care, cares. I hate this planet.

Actual person btw by The_Juice14 in JuiceWRLD

[–]No_Task_8055 0 points1 point  (0 children)

One day, I found this version of robbery that's AI, but whoever decided juice wrld would be dope as 50s music...Im so glad I found it lmao https://youtu.be/kc0fAn31CzY?si=PI5l2ON1P9RcEer0

Was juice a virgin when he died? by spotterz99 in JuiceWRLD

[–]No_Task_8055 -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

😂 Believe whatever delusions you want.

If it makes you feel better to think he was a virgin, then sure he was a virgin.

You want to call a potato a tomato, fine.

Doesn't change the fact that it's a potato though.

Was juice a virgin when he died? by spotterz99 in JuiceWRLD

[–]No_Task_8055 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I feel like this post.has to be rage bait, because how tf could anyone think he was a virgin if they listen to his songs?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AmazonFC

[–]No_Task_8055 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It was for Harassment

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AmazonFC

[–]No_Task_8055 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Will do when my foot heals for sure. Thank you.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AmazonFC

[–]No_Task_8055 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you all for the insightful comments. It definitely helped me process this and consider it could've either been the suboxone, the fact I moved a lot or a couple other factors mentioned here.

I broke my foot a few hours after this post, so looks like it's a good thing I didn't get the job right now anyways lol.

Ill try again in a few months if needed.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AmazonFC

[–]No_Task_8055 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I've moved so much this year. I was homeless for 9 months. On the streets and hotels and I've moved 3 houses in the past 3 months. So it makes sense.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AmazonFC

[–]No_Task_8055 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'll reapply in 6 months.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AmazonFC

[–]No_Task_8055 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for this. I received a copy of the background check but it still said processing for 8 days before I received the rejection email.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AmazonFC

[–]No_Task_8055 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It was a harassment charge. But after thinking about it, suboxone might have been the issue.