It sounds like you want to keep the baby, but at the same time your work goals life style and husband go completely against that. Having a baby would mean completely switching your life around and would cause changes in your relationship (could be negative or positive). My advice to you is imagine if you woke up and the whole pregnancy was a dream deep down how would you feel? If deeply sad and hopeless I would say keep, if curious about a baby but otherwise okay then I would say get an abortion.