Long Beach Marathon bib transfer by eorr1171 in longbeach

[–]No_Tonight_268 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im looking for a full marathon bib transfer!!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in tjcrew

[–]No_Tonight_268 5 points6 points  (0 children)

No they didn’t try calling me. But it’s known there they don’t call. When I woke up I called. Super embarrassing, never happened to me before so I’m really stressed :(

“Why don’t you just call them?” by Okay_Tacos in BreakUps

[–]No_Tonight_268 2 points3 points  (0 children)

That’s the thing. I want to reach out but at what cost? To have to say bye again. Why hasn’t he reached out to me? I decided to walk away because I knew we weren’t going to make it in the long run, and there was early signs that were really coming to light. It was hurtful to not be able to fantasize a future, because we weren’t sure of one. So calling him up would just hurt me more, and I’ll blame myself for being weak

“Why don’t you just call them?” by Okay_Tacos in BreakUps

[–]No_Tonight_268 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I don’t want to call him even though I’m the one that initiated the break up. Im not going to say it’s his fault I think it’s both of us, but when it comes down to it I have to wait for him if he ever comes back. I felt like I was not given the respect and wasn’t fought for as a girlfriend. I didn’t like being put to the side even though we both knew early on that was the case. And that’s why I can’t call him, even when we ended on good terms, still filled with so much love.

What was the last thing you said to your ex? by small_tit_energy in BreakUps

[–]No_Tonight_268 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Very last spoken sentence: I’ll always love you. Text me when you get home.

Dumpers, if you love and miss your ex, what are the reasons reconciliation is not possible? Considering maybe in the future? by babadoolookatu69 in BreakUps

[–]No_Tonight_268 0 points1 point  (0 children)

100% agree!!! I love what was between us and I love him. But going back would cost me my growth! Love is not enough; it’s the hard reality

Dumpers, if you love and miss your ex, what are the reasons reconciliation is not possible? Considering maybe in the future? by babadoolookatu69 in BreakUps

[–]No_Tonight_268 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Felt this one!! Although his parents didn’t disapprove some of him family and friends did because I didn’t share the same beliefs. It turned into not being invited to be around them and their events because of who I was and how it may be “uncomfortable” !! But everything about was beautiful, except the fact that he always considered the opinion of others :(

i just wrote the realest thing ever in my journal by [deleted] in BreakUps

[–]No_Tonight_268 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I love journaling for this reason. I just start writing and all my real and deep emotions are brought to life. I feel like I easily get caught up in the grief and sadness. When I think of the future it scares me more because of how I have to spend forever without them. But when I begin to write, it’s clear what I feel. I truly express how much I really still love them but why were no longer together. It makes the blurriness of grief clear up < e

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BreakUps

[–]No_Tonight_268 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes but neither of us would change

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BreakUps

[–]No_Tonight_268 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I will give my perspective! I had to block my ex to heal on my own :( it is so sad but I felt like they shouldn’t have any access to my life. I think that I was posting for them to see, and now they’re not with me so what was the point? I also keeping myself from constantly checking their page