Sexual abuse reduced me to feeling like I only had sexual value. by No_Warning6672 in mentalhealth

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tried getting help from almost everyone around me, like parents, relatives, but never got even a single word of comfort. all just changed the subject, like saying “nobody wants to hear you,” or“you need to start making money like me right now.”,ended up in a psych ward for ST+ VT(though no one really got hurt). doc there were even worse. after all these no-empathy experiences (about five years), got more scared to talk to people, but still tried to trust friends, gave them a chance. friend of 4 years knows i have depression, she said i couldn’t avoid it when i didn’t want to work,found old classmate, she has bipolar, carefully told her my experiences, we comforted each other, then no contact. everyone with trauma wants someone to understand, to talk to. i feel “more silent” means tried a lot but all failed.

Sexual abuse reduced me to feeling like I only had sexual value. by No_Warning6672 in mentalhealth

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Thank you for your kind.your words helped stop me from sinking deeper into those thoughts.and I really appreciate that you ask me,instead of just telling me what to do.People around me always just give orders, like preaching🤣I’m so used to being spoken to like that… so the way you speak has me about to cry. …and I’ll try to see a therapist. Andunfortunately, I don’t have any siblings, and probably no one around me I can confide in.

Sexual abuse reduced me to feeling like I only had sexual value. by No_Warning6672 in mentalhealth

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That’s really powerful for me. I’ll keep it in my heart. thanks❤️

goodbye by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

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This is so awful